Satsang

Paramashivas Mahakalabhairavamurthy, Chhetrabalamurthy, Brahmashiras Chetanamurthy, Aghorastramurthy, Kankalamurthy. I bless you all with Paramahadvaita. Om. Om. Paramashiva Parampuruli, Mahakalavairava Swaroopamai, Ungal Anai Varukkam, Param Aadvaita Thayaruli, Asirvathikindre. I bless you with the divine wisdom. Paramatvaita Prataye Aham Yushmavyam Asi Hidatami Om you you All the participants of Paramashivoham Level 1, Level 2, Paramashivoham Program Level 3, I bless you all with Paramahadvaita and Viseesha Diksha. Shivoh! Shivoh! Shivoh! Paramashivoh! Paramashivoh! Paramashivoh Paramashivoh Paramashivoh All of you who attended the death process facing your fears and fear of death process today I give you all the new birth. Liberation from all fears once and for all. Om. Prathama Dvitiya Tritiya Staranam Sarvebhya Pratibhaagibhya Aasihi Viseshadiksham Chathatami Mudal nilai, irandaam nilai, moondraam nilai dhyana vagappil kalandu kullum, anaivarkum visesha diksha yalithu aseer vadikindre. Om. Om. Om. Om. Om. participants, who all attended today's facing the fear and fear of death process, I bless and initiate all of you into the awakening of another layer of your DNA, enabling you to become Dvija, twice born. I bless you all with power of reading. Dakashikra Kats as Mahakalabhairava. Om. Parama Shivoham. Druthiyastharasyasarvepya. Pratibahipyaye. Mruthyu Prakriyayaha. Bhagaha. Santidesham. Sarvesham. 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The great Kalavairava tradition now will be in the air and will spread the wings. The nose will open and our nose will look and the heart will be filled with joy Okay. Manatirukum murgam yalaam azhit. Mumalam uzhit. Kelvigal anaitirukum. Agaya padivukalilirinthi vidayipat. Anandath odu varamadvaitathil vaazhviyirgalaga. Om Om Om Oh All the Kailasavasis, Sanyasis,ans, Kartas, Ishwas. Waiting for initiation, already initiated. All of you listen intensely. One of the most important powerful truth about Mahakala Vairava is be extremely loving, compassionate, tyagi for others. Be extremely ferocious, powerful, conscious about yourself. Listen. Be extremely loving, caring, compassionate for others. You can never logically come to the conclusion And convince yourself. Why you should be loving. Caring. Compassionate. Unless you start practicing it. Start living. Love. Care. Compassion. To everyone around you even while you are in delusion and confusion, even when you are not convinced, even when you are in a big soup, big mess. The power of showing, radiating, giving love, care, compassion to others will evolve as powerful ferociousness and will evolve as powerful ferociousness and tyaga consciousness towards you in you. Listen. Unconscious people are very loving, caring, cute when they treat themselves, but very ferocious, violent, conscious, powerful when they treat others. But conscious person treats himself with tremendous ferocious, conscious, tyaga. Keep this as a fundamental principle of your life even if you don't logically understand why you should do. Take this as Guru walk. How I gave you few days before? The consistency as Guruvaka. Take this as the next Guruvaka. Absolutely compassionate. Absolutely loving. Absolutely caring. Towards others. Absolutely ferocious, absolutely powerful, absolute tyaga towards yourself. When it comes to you. Tyaga. Compassion. Tyaga is. The real compassion you show to you. Compassion is the real you, you will start virtuous circle Dharma Chakra in your life. How many of you feel you are caught in a vicious circle? Stuck. Feeling stuck in your life. Suffocated in your life. Raise your hand. For all of you, I give you solution. Best way to have a breakthrough. To break all suffocation. Feeling stuck. Life is like hell whenever you feel that. Whoever is feeling that, take this as a Guru walk. From today. Declare. Absolute compassion. Love. Care. Towards others. Everyone around you. Whether you are spouse. Or kids. You are family. Or teamily. In Kailasa we have a routine. In all Kailasas, early morning when you see other Kailasa Vasis, age or Sannyasis or Gragastha, nothing matters. They just see the other person as Paramashiva and touch the feet. Everyone does this. flowing energy. So much toxins are destroyed. And everyone reciprocates. If you are interested in creating this kind of ecosystem around you, wherever you are, especially if your whole family is my disciple, start this practice early morning when you see them first. See everyone as Paramashiva and just touch the feet. Even if the other person is reluctant for one or two days, they will learn it within one or two days, the power of this tremendous compassion, tremendous love, tremendous care should be the cognition you hold towards others. powerful ferocious powerful ferocious should be the cognition you hold towards yourself. Make this as a lifestyle. Wherever you are, you will create Kailas. Don't wait your logic to be convinced. Don't wait your rational mind to be convinced. Don't wait your rational mind to be convinced. Don't wait your incompletions become complete. Don't wait for you to feel, digest all these truths and then see the fruits, you will get the courage. When you see the result, you will get into a virtuous circle. Dharma Chakra. More and more and more. Your Atma should be filled with Prema. Your very soul should be filled with Prema, Karuna, Vatsalya, Care, love and compassion. I tell you, I am from very energy of Arunachaleshwara in Trivandrum alive the place where I manifested Paramashiva is worshiped as Arunachaleshwara Karuna Murth yes so many dimensions so many Kalyalyana gunas but he is worshipped formally Arunajaleshwara Arunamurthayena maha not even with the word Arunajaleshwara Paramashivaya namaha no not even with the word Arunajaleshwara Paramanyanayana Maha Arunajaleshwara Gnanadayinenamaha that and all is secondary. The predominant primary aspect with which he is worshipped in Thiruvannamalai. The energy from which I manifested. Arunachaleshwara Karunamurthyayena Maha cunning people remain ever as lower middle class or middle class. People whose inner space is overflowing with love, care, compassion for others. Live a royal life. This is the royal secret. Royal knowledge. Raja Vidya, Raja Guhyam, Royal Knowledge and Royal Secret, Royal Sacred Secret. Be ferocious within yourself. Be powerful within yourself. Be conscious within yourself. have ultimate compassion love care towards others I can say my whole life is deep, ultimate compassion for others. When I show my love, care, compassion, some people I show as Arakkarunai means Extremely sweet Some people I show as Marakkarunai by training them removing their evil Detoxing them that is Marakkarunai Filling them with bliss wounds Sh showering them with what they want is Arakkarunai. Training them, detoxing them, cleaning up all the evil inside them is Marakkaruna. Both are extreme ultimate compassion and Tyaga towards myself, compassion towards others. I tell you this Kailasa is founded on my compassion towards others my Tyaga towards myself I sacrifice everything and shower everyone with compassion I am ferocious with myself and shower everyone with compassion. I am ferocious with myself, but absolutely loving, caring, compassionate with others. Even when you see people with evil, cunning, strategic, decide to use, do it with tremendous compassion, not as giving up or enmity. Don't act out of anger, violence, enmity patterns. Sonali Gupta, I am answering your question. Inside you, no violence, no anger, deep Tyaga. And outside you, express that Tyaga. has compassion towards others. All those who are waiting to be initiated into SJP intention to manifest us Mani Ilango, Mohit Kupp, Chandana, Chandani, Kamlesh Patel, all the to S. J. P. Ajaman initiates Ching Ho and Gragastha initiation and all others who are waiting. Don't expect me to read all names it is long list so all of you waiting for the initiation as Paramashiva's ultimate manifestation of Kesavaavarthamurthy and Sri Venkateshwara Swamy, Sri Srinivasa Varabhram, I shower you all with enormous wealth and all the aspects of wealth and Lakshmi, you will all be showered with wealth fulfillment. Listen. When you start practicing love, care, compassion towards others, you will automatically trigger so much of Tyaga within you, so much of ferociousness within you towards yourself. So much of powerfulness within you towards yourself. So much of consciousness. You will become aware of every nook and corner of inside you, you will have conscious access to the super conscious happening Paramashiva in you. I tell you, the Arunahajaleshwara, Garunamurthy who is manifesting as this being, everything he does, it with that one great manifestation as Arunachaleshwara Karunamurthy. I still remember I asked Arunagiri Yogeshwara this one boon whoever remembers me let it be equated to remembering you because anyone remembers Arunachal Eswara Smaranath Mukti Arunachal Eshwara Smaranath Mukti Arunachalam and Arunachal Eshwara gave Tathas Arunachal Eshwara is Arunagiri Yogeshwara so Arunagiri Yogeshwara gave Tathas and blessed me anyone remembers remembers me So, Aaron Agriya Yogi Shra gave the task and blessed me. Anyone remembers? Remembers me? if you are stuck with anger pain violence uncontrollable violence from today start extreme compassion extreme compassion love, caring in those days initially when I was training the sannyasis directly, 24 hours they will stay in my room and I can say that there is only one room, the orange color, gerwa color for them by myself. To make them feel, understand, I sincerely love them and my training, detoxing them is not hatred it's my love to free them from the toxins and evil we have lot of photographs of videographs photographs and videographs fortunately at that time itself some devotee gifted camera so we have photographed and videographed and all are available in the archives. I go and sit with them. You can see the ferocious training, detoxing, Adhinavasis class and same time that day itself me sitting and washing their clothes, putting dhyarva colour, kavi colour for them. Not only teaching, doing it for them. Because in those days no one knows other than me to do the traditional coloring. And we did not have money to buy the ready-made clothes which is colored already in the market. We just used to get as a donation gift few dhothis. People when they come for healing or some initiation, they will bring one or two dhothis. In those days, that's a tradition to go and give a dhothi and flowers dhotis you will collect that will be naturally white because the shop market only white dhotis are available so they will bring only white then I will sit and get that gerba powder which is from the anthill and add the patikaram that is another one kind of a natural stone to mix that gerwa powder into the cloth and sit and beat that cloth with a bamboo stick so that the color settles with the cloth it It's a natural dyeing process. Then beat it on the stone. You can see the photographs we think our from our archives they pulled out the photos I'll tell them to pull out the videos also and upload understand if I have to discipline few people for some of their patterns if I have to help them to do completion that day I'll go to the kitchen and cook for them. Make sure I feed them with my own hands. I can cook at least few items because I lived all alone during the wandering. This traditional Orthodox lifestyle This swam Baha That's like my lifestyle so I can cook Tamarind rice curd rice and Lemon rice that all this variety races and those id, idli, traditional south Indian dishes, upma, all these items at least. Few items I can cook. So, I will go and go to the kitchen, personally sit, cook and serve them all. Listen. Listen. It is on my compassion, love, care towards others and tremendous ferociousness towards myself and absolute I manifested from my core that formed the foundation for Kailasa. That formed the foundation for Kailasa. Even now that forms the foundation for the Kailasa. All those who are coming and settling with Kailasa, who are already settled, who are coming, all of you, take this as a Guru walk. Whether you understand or not, whether you believe it or not, whether rationally you are convinced or not, whether your mind is ready to accept or not, whether your patterns are ready to listen or not, decide from this moment. Love, compassion, care towards others is your life. Ferociousness, powerfulness, consciousness and absolute Tyaga towards yourself. Be Tyagi. words yourself be yagi be carry be jay If you ask, devotees who hosted me, who used to host me in their house, in those days when I go for classes and programs 2000 2000 1 2 even 3, 4 I used to travel all over the world 2000 itself I started traveling all over the India I conduct small small meditation classes and programs. Where 20 people will gather for ASP. Sometimes just 2 and half people. You may say, why 2 and half Swamiji? Because 3 participating but one person will be always half asleep. So that's why I said two and half people. Even for two and their house naturally I will cook because they are already hosting me they are loaded with more work I will make sure I cook wash vessels till 2004 I used to stay in devotees house even when I go to the outside India tour. Only after Bhanu Patel became, come down, sit with people and have breakfast regularly. if you ask Bhanu Patel she will tell Bhanu Patel will wait for me to come down and Champak bhai will wait he will not go to hotel till I come down and have breakfast together with me and only then he will leave for his work if you ask senior devotees, Sneha Mai, Mukta, after 2005 it became like a back to back program. Evening I will start the public satsangh 6 o'clock sharp by 9. 30 public satsangh will be done and the darshan will start public darshan energy darshan and it will go till next day morning around 10 o'clock non-stop. I will not get up even for 1, 2, 3 anything from my seat. Then after I finish the darshan morning, next day morning, immediately get ready, take bath, freshen up, get into my car, no question of sleeping in the night time and all that, no separate time for sleeping and food. In the car itself, have breakfast, during the travel itself, rest. Then by the time, the next place, I will be reaching 3 o'clock get ready go for the Pada Puja the house visits from 3 to 6 6 sharp I will be on the stage for giving the public satsang in the next city then starts the same routine till 9, 9. 30 public satsang then from 9 30 darshan will start till next day morning 10 o'clock non stop whole night only when that kind of routine started I was not able to cook or wash clothes and all that sorry for the technical glitch so listen only after that kind of heavy routine became lifestyle could not spend time on this washing clothes and cooking for disciples. But every opportunity available. I don't know how many of you attended the programs of ASP, NSP conducted directly by me, I will go and stand and serve during the lunch breaks. Even in the Inner Awakening programs. Many times, I will personally go and stand in the lunch break and serve people. So, people have deep healing in the stomach. They get healed. Understand, all those who came and settled already in Kailasa's various Kailasa's all those who are waiting to move into the Kailasa and all those who are creating Kailasa ecosystem in your own place Kailasa Vasis Kailasa Vasis initiates and SJPs all of you SJP intention manifestor Ejaman, karta, eswar, all of you and towards life. Ferociousness, tyaga, powerful consciousness towards yourself Keep this as a lifestyle You can see the olden-day photographs where I sit and wash clothes and dry them and Make kavi color the white dhothis and saris being traditionally dyed Till 2005 there is no host house where I did not cook at least once or twice. we have lots of photos videos me cooking feeding and those days every ritual when I give sannyas or brahmacharya, adheenavasi initiations, I will sit and tie the threadits for the Homa, everything, personally. Next day morning, when we do the Homa, it has to be the summit, it has to be offered to Guru. Means for me only. But, the day previous day, night, I will only be sitting and organizing all the summits, which is going to be offered tomorrow for me. Because all of them are new. No one knows what is summit, how it has to be organized, for HOMA, how to tie the thread, how to arrange the vessels? Whether washing the vessels, polishing them, tying the thread, Arranging the summit. Everything. Listen. listen listen Chagah towards yourself Chagah should be the cognition from which you operate within you compassion love should be the cognition from which you operate within you. Compassion, love should be the cognition with which you operate towards others. We usually do the other way. We force others to do tyaga. We treat ourselves with so much of love, care, cute feeling. Drop it. Rebuild. Rebuild your life. Rebuild your life. I don't know how many of you know for quite a long time from 2000 we got the telephone connection from 2000 to maybe up to 2006 2007 all calls I will only be picking up because I am like a yellow page 6, 7, all calls I will only be picking up. Because I am like yellow pages for people. Whether it is a healing they need, or some emergency, or vastu problems, gemology, what rudraksha they should wear, the questions about meditation, enlightenment are asking me to settle the fight in their home everything fortunately one good thing we captured everything and archived it. So now it is not story for all of you. It is a real fact for all of you to learn, imbibe, inspire yourself, make it as your lifestyle morning if I am in the ashram I will come and sit in the welcome center start attending all calls like my regular routine daily routine if I am travelling then somebody else will attend. If I am in the ashram, I will be the welcome center responsibility. It really happened once some 2-3 elderly people came those days my photo was not popular and will not be there all around the ashram they came and said that we have come for healing we want to meet Nithyananda Swami I was sitting in the reception so they asked me I said no no first they told they want to meet big Swamiji I was, in this ashram, I am the big Swamiji. They said, no, no, no, Nithyananda Swamiji. I said, I am Nithyananda. Usually we don't carry ID card. then I took out one photo which was in the dryer and took out and showed that see my face see me Nikkiananda I am there they were shocked this all used to be the regular everyday story. Understand, all great things manifest with compassion, love, care. Arya is asking, he is looking for others' compassion. Listen, that is the expression of care. That's the expression of care. From India, I will fly to Canada. Straight from airport, I will go to the session. I will go to the public satsang. There won't be any gap. Straight from airport, I will drive to the hall and start the session. No question of this jet lag. I will say, in the flight I restate. Come on, let's start. Being ferocious with yourself, having chaga is the operative cognition for yourself. Having Chagas is the operative cognition for yourself. And love, care, compassion towards others will give you a great breakthrough from all feeling stuck, sick, suffocation. All doing this, it looks like a fake. Don't worry. Start doing it. Fake it till you make it. It's okay. In right things, in good things, faking it till you are making it is okay. Only in the few days when you start showing love, compassion, care, it will look like you are faking. In few days even you all the toxic patterns and you will really be making it you will really be making it I can, I was telling you few days before that to read Srila Prabhupada's diary they published two diaries of Srila Prabhupada I told all of you to read even my diary we have we will publish it soon you can see because I will be attending sitting and attending the calls whoever calls I will note down a number if they want sometimes people ask for some gift donation even that I'll note down I will not say no yes I will try to fulfill when I get next donation or income or some money I'll send them I will note down what they asked. If it is a spiritual prayer, I will immediately attend. Sometimes people used to ask, like I am running a small ashram, give us some money for run around. . Those days I myself was running only small ashram and not even running starting. But I will note down whatever comes to me I will share it. If I get 1000 rupee I will give them alright you have 500 rupee. I will have 500 rupee for my Anna daan. So, we have the whole diary. Even in those days. How I detailed this all in my own handwriting. Those days, something called money order existed in India. You can go to post office and pay, then that money will reach that person. I will send money order and put that slip in my diary. We have so many of the money orders I sent for this kind of small temples, ashrams when they ask for some help, love, care, go on giving. It keeps you alive, energetic, powerful, enlightened, radiating. My time, treasure, talent, life, energy, powers, anything Paramashiva gave. He's always shared, sacrificed. Some of the jewels I'll be wearing in the old photographs. You will not find them now. Because when poor people come and ask for some jewels to have their daughter married. In India, to get your daughter married, you need to give some jewels. I will just remove and give it. Please take this. Take it and with this conduct your daughter's marriage especially those poor who can't afford. make this as a lifestyle compassion love I was not this organized charity person organized charity is a separate organization does I was a spontaneous charity person when people ask many time in the darshan people will drop some coins, money as a pranami, as a offering when somebody comes and asks expresses their poverty and they need some money for the basic living life, I'll just say take the whole plate. I'll give you the whole plate. There is no question of counting spontaneous charity. Even when I give prasadam, whether fruits or candy, those days we used to have this coconut candy and all these kind of prasadams. If I give in one hand with their two hands, they will not be able to hold it. That is the way it will be. Whether I give Maheshwara puja prasadam or candy as prasadam, anything, what I give with one hand they will not be able to receive or hold with two hands especially when villagers come and ask Swami ji give me few more I have to take it to my brother, father I will say take the whole basket. I will give the whole basket take it and go and share with the whole family. Listen. If you come to any of the temples, Kshetras along with me, that's only time I will touch money. I will never count and give. What comes in the hand goes to the temple priest or the hundi or anything to that offering anything. make compassion as a way of life. I tell you, it kept me and keeping me so fresh, alive. The more love I give, more love I feel, more energy I give, more energy I feel, more powers I give, more powers I manifest, more time I share. More time I manifest. More talent I share. More talent I manifest. More expertise I share. More expertise I manifest. More enlightenment I share. More enlightenment I share, more enlightenment I manifest. Because I am not seeing the people directly, now everything became like organized charity. When I was meeting people directly, it was organized charity and spontaneous charity both. Blessed are those who have experienced who have seen with their eyes my spontaneous charity. Organized charity even now you can see so many kailasas we do food bank we run run annadhan, we serve food, we serve so many things clothes, medical care, so many things we do my spontaneous seva attitude set the trend for our organized charity. My spontaneous tyaga set compassion, love, serving people set the trend for the Kailasa to happen. It's not that for one person, two person I will serve. Till the last person comes, I will be serving. Many times during the public satsangang the darshan will go on till late night next day morning even after darshan many devotees will not go and eat they will not eat, they will wait because after darshan after giving 12-13 hours continuous darshan end of the darshan I will have one dance and then run and join the serving team to do the serving for those who are waiting in the last. Then only then all the devotees and the volunteers will run with their plates because they know I will never leave the stage or the hall, the sabha without making sure every last person had darshan and food. I know when I go and stand, food will just grow, grow, grow. No one will go without food. My personal tyaga, love for others, compassion, care formed the foundation for Kailas That forms the foundation for Kailas I have some more photos of how I'll sit personally and make de, get involved with the construction of temples and ashrams, be hands on. You can see some of the photos. Manikya Pushkalananda is messaging in YouTube After receiving food during Maheshwara Puja from Swamiji's hand my stomach got healed Pushkala, the purpose of giving from my hand is not just to fill your stomach, to heal your stomach, fulfill your being. Fill your stomach, heal Understand. Whatever place, position, life Paramashiva gave you, you start radiating life Parama Shiva gave you start radiating absolute love compassion care have ferocious tyaga within yourself towards you have ferocious tyaga powerfulness towards others, have deep compassion, love and care. Make this as lifestyle. you will have breakthroughs the initial days when we wanted to celebrate Ganesh Chaturthi we will not have money to buy Ganapathy so I will make it from my own hand we have it we have photographs I will make it from my own hand we have it, we have photographs I will make and paint and that's the way I will teach the kids and sannyasis Thank you. In those days, the Adi Navasis will not keep the golden healing sticks and all that made out of, fully out of gold next to me during darshan. Because if people ask, I will just give it to them and say, take it, don't worry. It's yours. Make sure yaha becomes your lifestyle. make sure Yaha becomes your life strength you can spend little time going and browsing Nikyanandapedia One devotee who hosted me was my host in San Jose Bay Area. She had a habit of collecting Ganesha's in her house full of Ganesha's will be there she asked me Swamiji give me some unique Ganesha I can keep in your memory I said don't worry I make one Ganesha and give you with my own hands and I made this and gave that photo only you are seeing I made and painted and gave Thank you. I won't spend some time in Nithyanandapedia. Photos of 2000, 2001, 2003, 2004. See that from 2000 to 2005 because before 2000 we could not have camera and document it. After 2005 it only started. Sorry after 2000 it started. 2005 the organization so have deep compassion love care as a way to function towards others tyaga ferociousness conscious powerfulness as the way to function towards yourself be blissful now sanyasis adheenasi's initiation will happen set for it" " Paramashivas Mahakalabhairavamurthy, Chhetrabalamurthy, Brahmashiras Chetanamurthy, Aghorastramurthy, Kankalamurthy. I bless you all with Paramahadvaita. Om. Om. Paramashiva Parampuruli, Mahakalavairava Swaroopamai, Ungal Anai Varukkam, Param Aadvaita Thayaruli, Asirvathikindre. I bless you with the divine wisdom. Paramatvaita Prataye Aham Yushmavyam Asi Hidatami Om you you All the participants of Paramashivoham Level 1, Level 2, Paramashivoham Program Level 3, I bless you all with Paramahadvaita and Viseesha Diksha. Shivoh! Shivoh! Shivoh! Paramashivoh! Paramashivoh! Paramashivoh Paramashivoh Paramashivoh All of you who attended the death process facing your fears and fear of death process today I give you all the new birth. Liberation from all fears once and for all. Om. Prathama Dvitiya Tritiya Staranam Sarvebhya Pratibhaagibhya Aasihi Viseshadiksham Chathatami Mudal nilai, irandaam nilai, moondraam nilai dhyana vagappil kalandu kullum, anaivarkum visesha diksha yalithu aseer vadikindre. Om. Om. Om. Om. Om. participants, who all attended today's facing the fear and fear of death process, I bless and initiate all of you into the awakening of another layer of your DNA, enabling you to become Dvija, twice born. I bless you all with power of reading. Dakashikra Kats as Mahakalabhairava. Om. Parama Shivoham. Druthiyastharasyasarvepya. Pratibahipyaye. Mruthyu Prakriyayaha. Bhagaha. Santidesham. Sarvesham. 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The great Kalavairava tradition now will be in the air and will spread the wings. The nose will open and our nose will look and the heart will be filled with joy Okay. Manatirukum murgam yalaam azhit. Mumalam uzhit. Kelvigal anaitirukum. Agaya padivukalilirinthi vidayipat. Anandath odu varamadvaitathil vaazhviyirgalaga. Om Om Om Oh All the Kailasavasis, Sanyasis,ans, Kartas, Ishwas. Waiting for initiation, already initiated. All of you listen intensely. One of the most important powerful truth about Mahakala Vairava is be extremely loving, compassionate, tyagi for others. Be extremely ferocious, powerful, conscious about yourself. Listen. Be extremely loving, caring, compassionate for others. You can never logically come to the conclusion And convince yourself. Why you should be loving. Caring. Compassionate. Unless you start practicing it. Start living. Love. Care. Compassion. To everyone around you even while you are in delusion and confusion, even when you are not convinced, even when you are in a big soup, big mess. The power of showing, radiating, giving love, care, compassion to others will evolve as powerful ferociousness and will evolve as powerful ferociousness and tyaga consciousness towards you in you. Listen. Unconscious people are very loving, caring, cute when they treat themselves, but very ferocious, violent, conscious, powerful when they treat others. But conscious person treats himself with tremendous ferocious, conscious, tyaga. Keep this as a fundamental principle of your life even if you don't logically understand why you should do. Take this as Guru walk. How I gave you few days before? The consistency as Guruvaka. Take this as the next Guruvaka. Absolutely compassionate. Absolutely loving. Absolutely caring. Towards others. Absolutely ferocious, absolutely powerful, absolute tyaga towards yourself. When it comes to you. Tyaga. Compassion. Tyaga is. The real compassion you show to you. Compassion is the real you, you will start virtuous circle Dharma Chakra in your life. How many of you feel you are caught in a vicious circle? Stuck. Feeling stuck in your life. Suffocated in your life. Raise your hand. For all of you, I give you solution. Best way to have a breakthrough. To break all suffocation. Feeling stuck. Life is like hell whenever you feel that. Whoever is feeling that, take this as a Guru walk. From today. Declare. Absolute compassion. Love. Care. Towards others. Everyone around you. Whether you are spouse. Or kids. You are family. Or teamily. In Kailasa we have a routine. In all Kailasas, early morning when you see other Kailasa Vasis, age or Sannyasis or Gragastha, nothing matters. They just see the other person as Paramashiva and touch the feet. Everyone does this. flowing energy. So much toxins are destroyed. And everyone reciprocates. If you are interested in creating this kind of ecosystem around you, wherever you are, especially if your whole family is my disciple, start this practice early morning when you see them first. See everyone as Paramashiva and just touch the feet. Even if the other person is reluctant for one or two days, they will learn it within one or two days, the power of this tremendous compassion, tremendous love, tremendous care should be the cognition you hold towards others. powerful ferocious powerful ferocious should be the cognition you hold towards yourself. Make this as a lifestyle. Wherever you are, you will create Kailas. Don't wait your logic to be convinced. Don't wait your rational mind to be convinced. Don't wait your rational mind to be convinced. Don't wait your incompletions become complete. Don't wait for you to feel, digest all these truths and then see the fruits, you will get the courage. When you see the result, you will get into a virtuous circle. Dharma Chakra. More and more and more. Your Atma should be filled with Prema. Your very soul should be filled with Prema, Karuna, Vatsalya, Care, love and compassion. I tell you, I am from very energy of Arunachaleshwara in Trivandrum alive the place where I manifested Paramashiva is worshiped as Arunachaleshwara Karuna Murth yes so many dimensions so many Kalyalyana gunas but he is worshipped formally Arunajaleshwara Arunamurthayena maha not even with the word Arunajaleshwara Paramashivaya namaha no not even with the word Arunajaleshwara Paramanyanayana Maha Arunajaleshwara Gnanadayinenamaha that and all is secondary. The predominant primary aspect with which he is worshipped in Thiruvannamalai. The energy from which I manifested. Arunachaleshwara Karunamurthyayena Maha cunning people remain ever as lower middle class or middle class. People whose inner space is overflowing with love, care, compassion for others. Live a royal life. This is the royal secret. Royal knowledge. Raja Vidya, Raja Guhyam, Royal Knowledge and Royal Secret, Royal Sacred Secret. Be ferocious within yourself. Be powerful within yourself. Be conscious within yourself. have ultimate compassion love care towards others I can say my whole life is deep, ultimate compassion for others. When I show my love, care, compassion, some people I show as Arakkarunai means Extremely sweet Some people I show as Marakkarunai by training them removing their evil Detoxing them that is Marakkarunai Filling them with bliss wounds Sh showering them with what they want is Arakkarunai. Training them, detoxing them, cleaning up all the evil inside them is Marakkaruna. Both are extreme ultimate compassion and Tyaga towards myself, compassion towards others. I tell you this Kailasa is founded on my compassion towards others my Tyaga towards myself I sacrifice everything and shower everyone with compassion I am ferocious with myself and shower everyone with compassion. I am ferocious with myself, but absolutely loving, caring, compassionate with others. Even when you see people with evil, cunning, strategic, decide to use, do it with tremendous compassion, not as giving up or enmity. Don't act out of anger, violence, enmity patterns. Sonali Gupta, I am answering your question. Inside you, no violence, no anger, deep Tyaga. And outside you, express that Tyaga. has compassion towards others. All those who are waiting to be initiated into SJP intention to manifest us Mani Ilango, Mohit Kupp, Chandana, Chandani, Kamlesh Patel, all the to S. J. P. Ajaman initiates Ching Ho and Gragastha initiation and all others who are waiting. Don't expect me to read all names it is long list so all of you waiting for the initiation as Paramashiva's ultimate manifestation of Kesavaavarthamurthy and Sri Venkateshwara Swamy, Sri Srinivasa Varabhram, I shower you all with enormous wealth and all the aspects of wealth and Lakshmi, you will all be showered with wealth fulfillment. Listen. When you start practicing love, care, compassion towards others, you will automatically trigger so much of Tyaga within you, so much of ferociousness within you towards yourself. So much of powerfulness within you towards yourself. So much of consciousness. You will become aware of every nook and corner of inside you, you will have conscious access to the super conscious happening Paramashiva in you. I tell you, the Arunahajaleshwara, Garunamurthy who is manifesting as this being, everything he does, it with that one great manifestation as Arunachaleshwara Karunamurthy. I still remember I asked Arunagiri Yogeshwara this one boon whoever remembers me let it be equated to remembering you because anyone remembers Arunachal Eswara Smaranath Mukti Arunachal Eshwara Smaranath Mukti Arunachalam and Arunachal Eshwara gave Tathas Arunachal Eshwara is Arunagiri Yogeshwara so Arunagiri Yogeshwara gave Tathas and blessed me anyone remembers remembers me So, Aaron Agriya Yogi Shra gave the task and blessed me. Anyone remembers? Remembers me? if you are stuck with anger pain violence uncontrollable violence from today start extreme compassion extreme compassion love, caring in those days initially when I was training the sannyasis directly, 24 hours they will stay in my room and I can say that there is only one room, the orange color, gerwa color for them by myself. To make them feel, understand, I sincerely love them and my training, detoxing them is not hatred it's my love to free them from the toxins and evil we have lot of photographs of videographs photographs and videographs fortunately at that time itself some devotee gifted camera so we have photographed and videographed and all are available in the archives. I go and sit with them. You can see the ferocious training, detoxing, Adhinavasis class and same time that day itself me sitting and washing their clothes, putting dhyarva colour, kavi colour for them. Not only teaching, doing it for them. Because in those days no one knows other than me to do the traditional coloring. And we did not have money to buy the ready-made clothes which is colored already in the market. We just used to get as a donation gift few dhothis. People when they come for healing or some initiation, they will bring one or two dhothis. In those days, that's a tradition to go and give a dhothi and flowers dhotis you will collect that will be naturally white because the shop market only white dhotis are available so they will bring only white then I will sit and get that gerba powder which is from the anthill and add the patikaram that is another one kind of a natural stone to mix that gerwa powder into the cloth and sit and beat that cloth with a bamboo stick so that the color settles with the cloth it It's a natural dyeing process. Then beat it on the stone. You can see the photographs we think our from our archives they pulled out the photos I'll tell them to pull out the videos also and upload understand if I have to discipline few people for some of their patterns if I have to help them to do completion that day I'll go to the kitchen and cook for them. Make sure I feed them with my own hands. I can cook at least few items because I lived all alone during the wandering. This traditional Orthodox lifestyle This swam Baha That's like my lifestyle so I can cook Tamarind rice curd rice and Lemon rice that all this variety races and those id, idli, traditional south Indian dishes, upma, all these items at least. Few items I can cook. So, I will go and go to the kitchen, personally sit, cook and serve them all. Listen. Listen. It is on my compassion, love, care towards others and tremendous ferociousness towards myself and absolute I manifested from my core that formed the foundation for Kailasa. That formed the foundation for Kailasa. Even now that forms the foundation for the Kailasa. All those who are coming and settling with Kailasa, who are already settled, who are coming, all of you, take this as a Guru walk. Whether you understand or not, whether you believe it or not, whether rationally you are convinced or not, whether your mind is ready to accept or not, whether your patterns are ready to listen or not, decide from this moment. Love, compassion, care towards others is your life. Ferociousness, powerfulness, consciousness and absolute Tyaga towards yourself. Be Tyagi. words yourself be yagi be carry be jay If you ask, devotees who hosted me, who used to host me in their house, in those days when I go for classes and programs 2000 2000 1 2 even 3, 4 I used to travel all over the world 2000 itself I started traveling all over the India I conduct small small meditation classes and programs. Where 20 people will gather for ASP. Sometimes just 2 and half people. You may say, why 2 and half Swamiji? Because 3 participating but one person will be always half asleep. So that's why I said two and half people. Even for two and their house naturally I will cook because they are already hosting me they are loaded with more work I will make sure I cook wash vessels till 2004 I used to stay in devotees house even when I go to the outside India tour. Only after Bhanu Patel became, come down, sit with people and have breakfast regularly. if you ask Bhanu Patel she will tell Bhanu Patel will wait for me to come down and Champak bhai will wait he will not go to hotel till I come down and have breakfast together with me and only then he will leave for his work if you ask senior devotees, Sneha Mai, Mukta, after 2005 it became like a back to back program. Evening I will start the public satsangh 6 o'clock sharp by 9. 30 public satsangh will be done and the darshan will start public darshan energy darshan and it will go till next day morning around 10 o'clock non-stop. I will not get up even for 1, 2, 3 anything from my seat. Then after I finish the darshan morning, next day morning, immediately get ready, take bath, freshen up, get into my car, no question of sleeping in the night time and all that, no separate time for sleeping and food. In the car itself, have breakfast, during the travel itself, rest. Then by the time, the next place, I will be reaching 3 o'clock get ready go for the Pada Puja the house visits from 3 to 6 6 sharp I will be on the stage for giving the public satsang in the next city then starts the same routine till 9, 9. 30 public satsang then from 9 30 darshan will start till next day morning 10 o'clock non stop whole night only when that kind of routine started I was not able to cook or wash clothes and all that sorry for the technical glitch so listen only after that kind of heavy routine became lifestyle could not spend time on this washing clothes and cooking for disciples. But every opportunity available. I don't know how many of you attended the programs of ASP, NSP conducted directly by me, I will go and stand and serve during the lunch breaks. Even in the Inner Awakening programs. Many times, I will personally go and stand in the lunch break and serve people. So, people have deep healing in the stomach. They get healed. Understand, all those who came and settled already in Kailasa's various Kailasa's all those who are waiting to move into the Kailasa and all those who are creating Kailasa ecosystem in your own place Kailasa Vasis Kailasa Vasis initiates and SJPs all of you SJP intention manifestor Ejaman, karta, eswar, all of you and towards life. Ferociousness, tyaga, powerful consciousness towards yourself Keep this as a lifestyle You can see the olden-day photographs where I sit and wash clothes and dry them and Make kavi color the white dhothis and saris being traditionally dyed Till 2005 there is no host house where I did not cook at least once or twice. we have lots of photos videos me cooking feeding and those days every ritual when I give sannyas or brahmacharya, adheenavasi initiations, I will sit and tie the threadits for the Homa, everything, personally. Next day morning, when we do the Homa, it has to be the summit, it has to be offered to Guru. Means for me only. But, the day previous day, night, I will only be sitting and organizing all the summits, which is going to be offered tomorrow for me. Because all of them are new. No one knows what is summit, how it has to be organized, for HOMA, how to tie the thread, how to arrange the vessels? Whether washing the vessels, polishing them, tying the thread, Arranging the summit. Everything. Listen. listen listen Chagah towards yourself Chagah should be the cognition from which you operate within you compassion love should be the cognition from which you operate within you. Compassion, love should be the cognition with which you operate towards others. We usually do the other way. We force others to do tyaga. We treat ourselves with so much of love, care, cute feeling. Drop it. Rebuild. Rebuild your life. Rebuild your life. I don't know how many of you know for quite a long time from 2000 we got the telephone connection from 2000 to maybe up to 2006 2007 all calls I will only be picking up because I am like a yellow page 6, 7, all calls I will only be picking up. Because I am like yellow pages for people. Whether it is a healing they need, or some emergency, or vastu problems, gemology, what rudraksha they should wear, the questions about meditation, enlightenment are asking me to settle the fight in their home everything fortunately one good thing we captured everything and archived it. So now it is not story for all of you. It is a real fact for all of you to learn, imbibe, inspire yourself, make it as your lifestyle morning if I am in the ashram I will come and sit in the welcome center start attending all calls like my regular routine daily routine if I am travelling then somebody else will attend. If I am in the ashram, I will be the welcome center responsibility. It really happened once some 2-3 elderly people came those days my photo was not popular and will not be there all around the ashram they came and said that we have come for healing we want to meet Nithyananda Swami I was sitting in the reception so they asked me I said no no first they told they want to meet big Swamiji I was, in this ashram, I am the big Swamiji. They said, no, no, no, Nithyananda Swamiji. I said, I am Nithyananda. Usually we don't carry ID card. then I took out one photo which was in the dryer and took out and showed that see my face see me Nikkiananda I am there they were shocked this all used to be the regular everyday story. Understand, all great things manifest with compassion, love, care. Arya is asking, he is looking for others' compassion. Listen, that is the expression of care. That's the expression of care. From India, I will fly to Canada. Straight from airport, I will go to the session. I will go to the public satsang. There won't be any gap. Straight from airport, I will drive to the hall and start the session. No question of this jet lag. I will say, in the flight I restate. Come on, let's start. Being ferocious with yourself, having chaga is the operative cognition for yourself. Having Chagas is the operative cognition for yourself. And love, care, compassion towards others will give you a great breakthrough from all feeling stuck, sick, suffocation. All doing this, it looks like a fake. Don't worry. Start doing it. Fake it till you make it. It's okay. In right things, in good things, faking it till you are making it is okay. Only in the few days when you start showing love, compassion, care, it will look like you are faking. In few days even you all the toxic patterns and you will really be making it you will really be making it I can, I was telling you few days before that to read Srila Prabhupada's diary they published two diaries of Srila Prabhupada I told all of you to read even my diary we have we will publish it soon you can see because I will be attending sitting and attending the calls whoever calls I will note down a number if they want sometimes people ask for some gift donation even that I'll note down I will not say no yes I will try to fulfill when I get next donation or income or some money I'll send them I will note down what they asked. If it is a spiritual prayer, I will immediately attend. Sometimes people used to ask, like I am running a small ashram, give us some money for run around. . Those days I myself was running only small ashram and not even running starting. But I will note down whatever comes to me I will share it. If I get 1000 rupee I will give them alright you have 500 rupee. I will have 500 rupee for my Anna daan. So, we have the whole diary. Even in those days. How I detailed this all in my own handwriting. Those days, something called money order existed in India. You can go to post office and pay, then that money will reach that person. I will send money order and put that slip in my diary. We have so many of the money orders I sent for this kind of small temples, ashrams when they ask for some help, love, care, go on giving. It keeps you alive, energetic, powerful, enlightened, radiating. My time, treasure, talent, life, energy, powers, anything Paramashiva gave. He's always shared, sacrificed. Some of the jewels I'll be wearing in the old photographs. You will not find them now. Because when poor people come and ask for some jewels to have their daughter married. In India, to get your daughter married, you need to give some jewels. I will just remove and give it. Please take this. Take it and with this conduct your daughter's marriage especially those poor who can't afford. make this as a lifestyle compassion love I was not this organized charity person organized charity is a separate organization does I was a spontaneous charity person when people ask many time in the darshan people will drop some coins, money as a pranami, as a offering when somebody comes and asks expresses their poverty and they need some money for the basic living life, I'll just say take the whole plate. I'll give you the whole plate. There is no question of counting spontaneous charity. Even when I give prasadam, whether fruits or candy, those days we used to have this coconut candy and all these kind of prasadams. If I give in one hand with their two hands, they will not be able to hold it. That is the way it will be. Whether I give Maheshwara puja prasadam or candy as prasadam, anything, what I give with one hand they will not be able to receive or hold with two hands especially when villagers come and ask Swami ji give me few more I have to take it to my brother, father I will say take the whole basket. I will give the whole basket take it and go and share with the whole family. Listen. If you come to any of the temples, Kshetras along with me, that's only time I will touch money. I will never count and give. What comes in the hand goes to the temple priest or the hundi or anything to that offering anything. make compassion as a way of life. I tell you, it kept me and keeping me so fresh, alive. The more love I give, more love I feel, more energy I give, more energy I feel, more powers I give, more powers I manifest, more time I share. More time I manifest. More talent I share. More talent I manifest. More expertise I share. More expertise I manifest. More enlightenment I share. More enlightenment I share, more enlightenment I manifest. Because I am not seeing the people directly, now everything became like organized charity. When I was meeting people directly, it was organized charity and spontaneous charity both. Blessed are those who have experienced who have seen with their eyes my spontaneous charity. Organized charity even now you can see so many kailasas we do food bank we run run annadhan, we serve food, we serve so many things clothes, medical care, so many things we do my spontaneous seva attitude set the trend for our organized charity. My spontaneous tyaga set compassion, love, serving people set the trend for the Kailasa to happen. It's not that for one person, two person I will serve. Till the last person comes, I will be serving. Many times during the public satsangang the darshan will go on till late night next day morning even after darshan many devotees will not go and eat they will not eat, they will wait because after darshan after giving 12-13 hours continuous darshan end of the darshan I will have one dance and then run and join the serving team to do the serving for those who are waiting in the last. Then only then all the devotees and the volunteers will run with their plates because they know I will never leave the stage or the hall, the sabha without making sure every last person had darshan and food. I know when I go and stand, food will just grow, grow, grow. No one will go without food. My personal tyaga, love for others, compassion, care formed the foundation for Kailas That forms the foundation for Kailas I have some more photos of how I'll sit personally and make de, get involved with the construction of temples and ashrams, be hands on. You can see some of the photos. Manikya Pushkalananda is messaging in YouTube After receiving food during Maheshwara Puja from Swamiji's hand my stomach got healed Pushkala, the purpose of giving from my hand is not just to fill your stomach, to heal your stomach, fulfill your being. Fill your stomach, heal Understand. Whatever place, position, life Paramashiva gave you, you start radiating life Parama Shiva gave you start radiating absolute love compassion care have ferocious tyaga within yourself towards you have ferocious tyaga powerfulness towards others, have deep compassion, love and care. Make this as lifestyle. you will have breakthroughs the initial days when we wanted to celebrate Ganesh Chaturthi we will not have money to buy Ganapathy so I will make it from my own hand we have it we have photographs I will make it from my own hand we have it, we have photographs I will make and paint and that's the way I will teach the kids and sannyasis Thank you. In those days, the Adi Navasis will not keep the golden healing sticks and all that made out of, fully out of gold next to me during darshan. Because if people ask, I will just give it to them and say, take it, don't worry. It's yours. Make sure yaha becomes your lifestyle. make sure Yaha becomes your life strength you can spend little time going and browsing Nikyanandapedia One devotee who hosted me was my host in San Jose Bay Area. She had a habit of collecting Ganesha's in her house full of Ganesha's will be there she asked me Swamiji give me some unique Ganesha I can keep in your memory I said don't worry I make one Ganesha and give you with my own hands and I made this and gave that photo only you are seeing I made and painted and gave Thank you. I won't spend some time in Nithyanandapedia. Photos of 2000, 2001, 2003, 2004. See that from 2000 to 2005 because before 2000 we could not have camera and document it. After 2005 it only started. Sorry after 2000 it started. 2005 the organization so have deep compassion love care as a way to function towards others tyaga ferociousness conscious powerfulness as the way to function towards yourself be blissful now sanyasis adheenasi's initiation will happen set for it"