Satsang

Thursday, January 2, 2020

2020\01\2 | j0mZi7yL3iw

| DATE OF TALK | 02 January 2020 | LOCATION | Sri Kailasa | |
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| PUBLISHED ON | 02 January 2020 | DURATION | 6:02:36 | |
| TITLE | Intense prayer is the most powerful antidote for depression | | LANGUAGE | English |
| TALK TYPE | Nithya Satsang | | | |
| TRANSCRIBED BY | T.C.Radha | VERIFIED BY | Ma Nithya Premapriyananda | |
| URL | https://youtu.be/j0mZi7yL3iw | | | |

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I bless you all. Let you all open all the three eyes and manifest powers of Maha Sadashiva.

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Om Nithyananda Parama Shivoham

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|| Nithyanandeshwar Paramashiva Samarabham Nithyanandeshwari Parashakti Madhyamam Asmad Acharya Paryantam Vande Guru Paramaparam ||

I welcome you all with My love and respects. I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsangis, shri mahants, mahants, thanedar, kothari, visitors, viewers, Nithyananda Yogam participants, Kalpataru Yoga participants, Nithyananda Hindu University students, Nithyananda e-gurukul students, everyone watching live on Nithyananda TV, youtube live, facebook live, Enlighten App, Kailasa TV, Hinduism Now TV, twitter and two-way video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha. I welcome all of you with My love and blessings.

(2:19:20)

Paramashiva’s message from Shri Kailasa today directly. Listen. I will narrate the incident as it happened. Listen carefully. I will narrate the incident as it happened... I was sitting and trying to rest into Samadhi to download, receive today’s satsang message. I saw a question from a devotee saying that, ‘Swamiji’. See, I was taking some classes earlier and dictating some of the details of the Kayakalpa process happened in My system. Listen. See, how My body got detoxed and how it is manifesting as Divya Shareera. See, Divya Shareera means, the body which just lives by your Divine Will. Understand, a matured Will, Ajna, which comes from Parama Shanta Svaroopa, is called Divine Will. The body that manifests the Divine Will, like, how you should look, and how you should feel about you inside and how others should feel about you \- everything. Just by the Divine Will, it starts manifesting.

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That body is capable of even giving instruction to the ground on which you walk, to grow the food or medicine required for that body’s health. That is what is Divya Shareera \- a natural, organic, divine body. The carrying that body itself will be so sweet and beautiful. By remembrance you will have that sweet taste in your tongue. So, I was dictating, giving instructions earlier, to a team of disciples about this detox process and how My body became Divya Shareera. Means, manifesting, started manifesting the qualities of Divya Shareera. How this great pause \- this one and half years of withdrawal from society, how it helped \- the withdrawal from humanity how it helped, and how the body detoxed itself from all the ill-effects, attacks done by the abusers and … anyhow.

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So I was going through, I was dictating. When I was dictating, I made a statement. To melt the fat sitting on liver, create intense prayer. Understand. Intense prayer is the most powerful antidote for depression. If you have a very systematic depression pattern \- like at a particular time everyday you feel heavily depressed and mood swing. For some people it will be like \- early morning, almost like, don’t want to get out of bed and killing themselves with thoughts and emotions and depression. For some people, late evening \- can’t stand evenings \- and fear will start by the time evening comes,‘Oh God, how I am going to handle myself today?’ If you have any of this kind of pattern, the depression pattern, I tell you, prayer is the most powerful antidote. Just study the depression pattern, the exact time it starts. Just at that time, pick up the Sahasranama of your Ishta Devata. If your Ishta Devata is Shiva, pick up Shiva Sahasranama. If Devi, pick up Lalitha Sahasranama. If Vishnu, pick up Vishnu Sahasranama. Durga, pick up Durga Sahasranama. Pick up that Sahasranama. Do not do the stupidity of \- just \- like a ritualistically ‘ba ba ba ba’

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No, don’t do that. Don’t do that. Don’t do that.

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I have seen, always, these people who do Sahasranama, after 2-3 minutes, they will just be seeing the number on the side. ‘Oh, when is it going to become thousand? It is only now 200, Oh, it’s only now 300’. Don’t do that. Pick up every Nama, every word. Read the meaning in your mother tongue. And cherish. Intensely pray.

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… who is embodiment of the whole Existence.

… who is just resting in Yoga Samadhi, maintaining the whole thing in the Eternal Shanta Swarupa. In that Parama Shanta space in Yoga Samadhi, just by the Sannidhya, who is filling the whole Existence.

‘Prabho\! I may not be able to appreciate Your Existence in my cognition level. That is why I am torturing myself with depression, doubt about my life and Existence and everything\! Please give me the powerful cognition. I know you are real because my Guru told me. My Guru told me you are real. Yes, I have not yet realized. But, my Guru will not lie to me. He will not lie to me. And He has no reason to lie to me. He told me you are real. I know you are real. Please make me cognize you are real. So, I will develop trust on me and on you and on life, and get out of this depression.’

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Talk in the language you think. For each Nama, each mantra, remember that your Ishta Devata is real. Please understand. The concept of Ishta Devata is unique to Hindu tradition. I want all of you to know, I connect with the Ultimate as Paramashiva and Parashakti. But I am absolutely sure… be very, listen to this statement. Even if you think Vishnu is the Ultimate, you will achieve Ultimate. If you think Ganapati is Ultimate, you will achieve Ultimate. If you think Parashakti is Ultimate, you will achieve Ultimate. If you think Subrahmanya is Ultimate, you will achieve Ultimate. If you think Surya is Ultimate, you will achieve Ultimate.

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Please understand. Parabrahma, Paramashiva, Parashakti, Paramapadam of Vishnu, all these leads you to the Ultimate, makes you experience Ultimate. Please understand. The truth of Ishta Devata is unique to Hinduism. Let Me tell you very clearly. I am revealing this truth \- the ultimate secret, with the permission of Paramashiva, with the blessings of Kalabhairava. It is the truth as it is. Never ever worry which form of the God you are worshipping or connected. Decide, that form is the Parama for you \- Ultimate. That’s all. If you want, you can add the Parama, Ultimate \- to that, your Ishta Devata’s cognition about you. If Ganapati is your Ishta Devata, decide \- Maha Ganapati, Parama Ganapati, Param Porule, Param Porule, Maha Ganapati, Maha Ganapati Param Porule \- The Ultimate reality, O Maha Ganapati... That’s all. That’s all.

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If you are feeling very deeply connected to Kalabhairava, say \- Param Porule, Maha Kalabhairava, Kalabhairava Param Porule, Kalabhairava Paramashivame. That’s it. If you are connected to Vishnu, Paramapada Param Porule, Maha Vishnu. That’s it.

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Understand, this Ishta Devata, is the unique truth of Hinduism. I should say, the Ishta Devata principle, truth, is the real ultimate grand narrative of Hinduism. Hinduism does not stand on one definition of God. Anybody who puts one definition of God on you, is putting ‘Kashta Devata’ on you... Because, man cannot go through just one idea and reach the Ultimate. No. Ishta Devata is the only antidote for all Kashta Devata. Listen carefully. The grand narrative of Hinduism is \- the truth of Ishta Devata, where the Ultimate is available to you in the form you love, the form you like, and the form with which you want to relate. There is no ‘small God’, ‘big God’ in Hinduism. If you decide Padinettambadi Karupanna Swami is your Ishta Devata, he is the Parabrahma, Param Porul, Paramashiva for you. If you decide Pandi Munishvara is your Ishta Devata, he is the Parabrahma, Param Porul, Paramashiva for you. If you decide Angala Parameshwari is the Ishta Devata for you, She is the Parashakti, Ultimate, Param, Parama, Paramapada Svarupini, Parabrahma Svarupini.

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Understand this one truth. If you understand this Ultimate truth of, Ultimate grand narrative of Ishta Devata principle, Ishta Devata principle, almost thousands of questions, abuses asked against the Hinduism will be cleared. Listen carefully. First of all, you need to be cleared with the Ultimate Truth, with the spiritual clarity... Whoever you choose as your Ishta Devata, is capable of giving you the Ultimate from end to end, beginning to end. And, changing the Ishta Devata on the course of journey is perfectly alright. Nothing wrong. Hinduism does not say you cannot change the Ishta Devata. You only has to do one thing. Till yesterday, if you were worshipping Rama as your Ishta Devata, today you suddenly decided you are going to worship Kali as your Ishta Devata, decide, ‘O Parabrahma, O the Ultimate, till yesterday I was worshipping you in the form of Rama. From today, I want you to appear and connect with me in the form of Kali. So, I merge the superconscious form of Rama into the superconscious form of Kali. And from now, I bow down to Kali.’ That’s it.

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All the tapas, sadhana, spiritual practice you did, is going to continue. It is not that all that has gone or waste or you have to start again from the zero... No\! I am telling you from My experience. Just merge \- immediately, the same strength with which you had darshan of Rama in your inner space, you will see Kali appears. The principle of Ishta Devata is one of the ultimate truth revealed in Veda Agamic scriptures. That is the ultimate grand narrative of Hinduism. This will integrate Hindus, and this is going to be the future grand narrative of Hinduism. The principle of Ishta Devata. I should say, the truth about Ishta Devata. Ishta Devata Satyam.

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Satya and Tattva and Jnana-Vignana about the Ishta Devata will be the ultimate real grand narrative of Hinduism... Listen, now. I have so much more to share about this Ishta Devata, maybe I will take that up as a separate Satsang. About this real grand narrative of the Ishta Devata principle. And I also decided, I will start giving mantra, moola-mantra for any Ishta Devata you choose. I used to be doing this from the 2001-2 and all. I’ll ask people, ‘what is your Ishta Devata?’ Then I will give them that mantra. Only in Shiva Deeksha, Samaya Deeksha I gave for everyone the Paramashiva mantra, Shiva Deeksha mantra. But in the, many of the Mandala process, I use Shodashi, I use Bagalamukhi, I use Panchadasi, I use different Vidyas and different mantras.

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Understand, I’ll tell you one thing. This Ishta Devata principle, the truth, is the ultimate grand narrative of Hinduism and it’s the ultimate truth \- absolutely the spiritual truth. Cherish, connect with every Sahasranama and pray intensely. Prayer. Listen carefully. Depression makes your liver ‘fatty liver’. Fat starts settling on your liver. The intense participation of your liver into your body, drastically brought down with depression. Prayer melts the fat on the liver. Prayer makes your liver intensely participate with your life and make yourself healthy. If I have to put it more blunt, very straight, if you want to look beautiful, pray. Prayer will intensely activate liver. Liver, in turn, will get strongly involved with your health. Whenever the liver gets involved with your health, the first thing will happen is, your skin will start shining. Your nails will become bright. Your tongue will become tasty for yourself.

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Listen carefully... Pray intensely. Prayer will make your skin shining. So, I was dictating these details to the small team of My disciples, were taking notes on this whole Kayakalpa science. In that, I made one statement \- the toxins, poison settled in the intestine got peeled and got cleaned, detoxed by Samadhi. So, these guys took the notes and they started organizing it as a course. And they started raising questions and answers, all these doubts and everything. So, the one question they put, is, ‘Swamiji, you said intense prayer reduces the fat layers on the liver, and, liver starts getting rejuvenated itself?’ I tell you, soon, when I have all the facilities, I will do the medical trial and studies \- double-blind, triple-blind studies under controlled conditions. The power of prayer, especially when somebody trusts Master. See, you pray on your own, reading some books, getting some inspiration, developing some faith and confidence on yourself and idea that God exists and all that. That is one level. That is surely much better than the people who don’t pray at all \- or atheists.

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See, lowest is atheists, who don’t pray at all, who don’t even want to cognize God exists. The next level is, people who start developing faith and belief on their own, by reading some books or listening to some people and all that. Higher than that is, when you develop a trust on Guru, and the trust becomes ‘feeling connection’ and that Guru tells you, ‘Hey, Parameshvara is real. God is real’ And your prayer is heard by Him. He responds. Either a sweet, cute smile in the lips, or ‘kadaikan parvai’ beautiful \- seeing you through the edge of the eyes \- or the deep patience, ‘ok, attended, listened, I understand, or tathaastu, done’. Some way, He responds. When a Guru, with whom you are feeling connection, and integrity, when He tells you and you start praying, the effect of that prayer will be thousand times more stronger on your whole physiology. Not just psychology, physiology. On your physical system.

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Soon, I will do medical trials and scientific studies under controlled conditions and prove this \- layer by layer \- which I am claiming. First, the lowest is, atheists who don’t believe, who don’t want to believe. The second, who develop faith and belief on their own. The third, who get initiated by a Guru with whom they have ‘feeling connection’ and start cognizing it as a reality. Each one’s prayer and how that prayer affects their system. I tell you, please listen. I tell you, listen. Listen intensely... If you read with this prayerful intense connection with your Ishta Devata \- Hindu tradition allows, even your Pitrus or your king, ruler or your Guru can be considered as your Ishta Devata. Please understand, I am repeating. Your Pitrus, like, you can choose your mother, your biological mother as Ishta Devata. Even if she is not enlightened. Your biological father, your grandfather, any of your Pitrus, you can choose as your Ishta Devata. Even if they are not enlightened, you will become enlightened. If you are sincere in your practice.

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So Hinduism gives very clear \- I can get you the original Shastra references also. All these three \- your Pitrus, your ruler, Annadata, either your king \- actually in Hinduism there is a tradition, ‘Devaraja Sampradaya’. The kings themselves are considered as the incarnation, and those kingdoms, they will actually find who is the latest incarnation and appoint them as the king. That Devaraja Sampradaya existed in Hindu tradition. King himself worshipped as the Incarnation of God. I tell you, I am 100% sure Rama is Incarnation. Krishna is Incarnation. Sundareswara is Incarnation of Paramashiva. At the same time, the Devaraja Sampradaya also existed, where, those Sampradayas, they select the enlightened beings, the Incarnations and bring them and make them as king. Those days, the royal elephant used to be given that responsibility, royal. Please understand, royal elephant is intelligent and capable enough to smell, smell the divine fragrance which emanates only from an Enlightened Being and Incarnation.

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The body of an Enlightened Being is a spiritual nuclear power station. The elephants are capable of catching that smell. Especially those days, the royal elephants are trained with a lot of mantras and spiritual science. Understand, the turning the royal elephant and the royal horse was never done like a normal fear and greed methodology. It was done with the mantra, spiritual technology. Maybe I will tell Shri Pranavananda to post details about how the royal horses and royal elephants were trained in those days. There is a science. So, those royal horses and royal elephants were capable of smelling the unique fragrance, which comes only from an Enlightened Being. So, the garland, fresh garland will be given to the hands of the royal elephant when the king leaves the body. That royal elephant will carry the garland and go around the kingdom. Where the elephant finds the right person, who is Enlightened or the most awakened being, an Incarnation, who is qualified to occupy the throne, that elephant will put the garland to that person. And that person will be made as the king. This tradition existed and exists. As long as the Hindu kingdom traditions were existed, it existed. It is called ‘Devaraja Sampradaya’. Those kingdoms will have ‘Dev’ as the last name in their king’s name.

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You can hear thousands of stories like this in Hindu tradition, where the elephant, royal elephant was given the garland, and it goes and picks up the right person. And it even allows that person to climb and sit on its shoulder, and brings him back to palace. This all is the truth. Understand, in Cambodia and Thailand, this ‘Devaraja Sampradaya’ existed. Even now, in Thailand, the king, the moment he is coronated \- the ‘Pattabhishekam’ is done, he is considered as God. And, same way in Cambodia. The moment king is coronated, he is considered as God. Even in Chola Sampradaya, Chola Samrajya, Chola tradition, there was Devaraja Sampradaya, where the king is considered to be the incarnation. Or, the incarnations are made as king.

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So, in Hindu tradition, you can choose your own father or mother as your Ishta Devata. Like, we have a beautiful story of Shravana. Shravana Kumara, who chose their, his own mother and father as his Ishta Devata. And killing them only, the Dasharatha gets the curse that he has to suffer the ‘Putra Shoka’. That Shravana Kumara gives the curse. Dasharatha kills the parents of Shravana Kumara by mistake. Mistake. So the Shravana Kumara curses the Dasharatha to die in Putra Shoka. That’s when the whole story happens \- the Rama leaves the kingdom and he dies all alone. Even though he had four sons, and all four were not around him. The Bharata and Shatrughna has gone to Kaikeyi’s parent’s place \- the Kaikeya Desa for training. And Rama and Lakshmana went away to forest and Dasharatha died as orphan. Okay. we even have a beautiful verse

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Sorry, the story, I want to correct the story. The Dasharatha kills the Shravan. The parents curse Dasharatha. Not the other way. Sorry. I said that he killed the parents and Shravan cursed the Dasharatha. No. Dasharatha killed the Shravan. And parents cursed the Dasharatha. I wanted to correct. Listen,

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Om Karthaveeryarjuno nama raja baahu sahasravan Thasya smarna mathrena gatham nashtam cha labhyathe

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If we lost anything and want to find it, we worship the king called Kartiveeryaarjuna.

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Om Karthaveeryarjuno nama raja baahu sahasravan Thasya smarna mathrena gatham nashtam cha labhyathe

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Alright. Listen. So, you are allowed to choose your parents, and your ruler, Annadata, and your Guru \- all these three as your Ishta Devatas. And even if they are not enlightened, you will become enlightened \- by your sincerity. Because, you see them as embodiment of Param \- Parama, Ultimate. So, listen... If you connect with your Ishta Devata with the cognition \- ‘My Ishta Devata is real and is Ultimate and He responds to my prayer’, intense prayer, your liver melts all the fat and toxins deposited on it, gets intensely activated, and it starts participating with your life. And, when your liver participates with your life, you become healthy, and beautiful, shiny. The skin starts shining. Actually, the colorfulness of any color of your body, liver is responsible. Liver is responsible for colorfulness of your body. For example, the black color of the hair, and the white color of the teeth, rose color of the lips, the shining light in the nails, the shining life of the skin \- everything \- liver is responsible. Understand, when the liver becomes intensely active and participates in your life, the light in your eyes, the shining in your eyes, the glow in your eyes becomes intense. The ‘Deekshana’ in your eyes becomes intense.

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Now listen. When I was dictating these principles, I dictated one principle. The toxins and poison layer settled on the intestine got peeled, detoxed and got cleansed, flushed out of My system by resting constantly in Samadhi, in Nirvikalpa Samadhi. This was My dictation. And after the dictation, the question was raised to Me, ‘Swamiji, normal people, what can they do to detox their system, if the system is filled with the toxins or poisonous chemicals and toxins?’ Let Me be very clear. I put that question inside Me and fell into Samadhi. I want answer from inside, from Paramashiva directly, so I can reveal that as the Satsang message. So I was happily resting in Samadhi. In Paramashiva space, Parama Shanta Swarupa. Enjoying the space of Sri Kailasa. Suddenly I saw \- feather-like touch but thunder-like force. Feather-like touch, thunder-like force \- a feet landed on My chest. That touch was like a sweet feather-like. But the power was like a thunder landed on My chest. I just know, it is Kali. Kali’s feet. The moment the touch of Devi \- so sweet, it was beautiful \- like a darkness covered by darkness. The conscious alive, living darkness energy. The darkness of the cosmos, from where the big bang and black hole originates, that live, living darkness. The living darkness. Not negative darkness or dead darkness. No. Living darkness. Feather-like touch on the chest, like a thunder power. I just know, ‘Kali’. (laughs). You know, I am, I am in that space. And I saw that \- the rotating tongue, with extreme bliss and ferociousness. Understand, the tongue rotates, the stretched-out tongue, hanging, rotates with such bliss laughter.

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Listen, listen carefully. Try to stretch your tongue. You will understand what I am saying. If you are a man, in the male body, when you try to stretch your tongue, and visualize yourself beautifully, ‘OM’ that sound will roll under your tongue. Not above the tongue, under your tongue. If you are in the female body, stretch your tongue and visualize yourself blissful, ‘HRIM’ \- that sound will roll ‘HRIM’ will roll inside the throat. Inside the throat. Under the tongue ‘OM’ for men, inside the throat ‘HRIM’ for women. Listen carefully. Ecstatic, ferocious scream is Kali. I will describe Kali. Ecstatic, ferocious, scream \- is Kali... Visualize you are ecstatic, ferocious \- not angry \- ferocious and you are the Kali and scream \- you are the Kali. Ecstatic, ferocious, scream. You will see, if you are in a male body, ‘OM’ will roll under the tongue. If you are in female body, ‘HRIM’ will roll near the throat, inside the throat. That is the Beeja Mantra \- OM for masculine energy, HRIM for feminine energy.

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Understand, the ecstatic ferocious scream will invoke Kali in you. All My sannyasis, all the Kayakalpa Yoga participants, all of you, all My sannyasis, Kailasavasis, and Kayakalpa Yoga participants, I have already given you guys ‘safe place’. Beautiful Kailasa. Nobody will be afraid of you, nobody will feel threatened if you practice this. Visualize Kali. Hanging tongue rotating with extreme joy and ferociousness... Scream, not chant, scream. If you are in male body, OM; If you are in female body, HRIM. Blissfully. If you feel, you are feeling you are part of both gender, or you feel sometime this gender that gender, chant both, OM and HRIM both. Not even chant. Chanting is the small word. Scream. At least 42 times, 42 times. Do this for one month. Kalika Sadhana. Understand, invoking Parashakti Kali in you. Especially if you are a Sakta, do this, you will have Darshan of Kali.

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Listen... Visualize, ferocious form of Parashakti, Mahakali with the tongue rolling, loud laughter, bliss, bliss, ferociousness. That laughter becomes scream. I saw Her exactly like this today. If you are a male, lie down and do this. Then Kali will land on your chest. Your chest will feel Her feet. Your Hrudaya Kamala will open by the touch of Mother’s feet, Parashakti, MahaKali’s feet. If you are female, stand like a Kali and scream. Of course, if you have a safe place, nobody will be frightened in your neighborhood, in your home, you can do it even in your home. Anyhow, Kailasavasis, we have enough place. All the Kailasas I built are enough safe place for any spiritual practice. And, screaming is not crime... And, only thing, make sure that others don’t get frightened.

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Listen. You can start the initial level. Maybe, first day, do it 21 times. And if you have a safe place, you can even do even 108 times, nothing wrong. What is there? I’ll strongly recommend, in between, if you feel dry, sip castor oil than water. For hydrating your tongue and for cleaning up your system, castor oil will be more powerful than water. You can drink water also, no problem, nothing wrong. Castor oil will make the mantra, the scream, very powerful. Okay. Now listen. I saw Kali... I am so happy that I am able to tell all these truths as it is to the world. Because, I am in a safe place, where I will not be harassed and persecuted for revealing the religious truths, spiritual truths to the world. Otherwise, for this instruction, if I was inside the society, in Bharat, media will make this as a big issue and tomorrow somebody will \- what kind of a case they will develop, I don’t even know. ‘Oh, Nithyananda told the men to scream OM and women to scream HRIM, my wife screamed, I got frightened. And my wife threatened to kill me. And my wife and Nithyananda

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Listen. I was trying to get some Shastra Pramana and all, for what I am speaking.

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yo yo yam yam tanum bhaktah sraddhayarcitum icchati tasya tasyacalam sraddham tam eva vidadhamy aham

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It’s a Bhagavat Geeta shloka number 21 in the seventh chapter. Whatever may be the form a devotee, whosoever he may be, desires to worship with faith, sincerity, I assume that form which is firm and is according to his faith and sincerity. So, any form, you reach the same Param, Parabrahmam, Paramashivam, Paramapadam, Param Porul. So, listen… See, each one considers different things as their freedom. For somebody, if they have the freedom to drink, and smoke, womenize, that is their freedom. For somebody, if they have a freedom to rob, run riot, that is their freedom. For somebody, each one has their own ideas of freedom. For Me, if I have a freedom to reveal all the great revelations, Paramashiva jnana and Paramashiva vijnana to the whole world, that is My freedom. That’s all... I chose My freedom, that’s it. I don’t consider anything else as a freedom.

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So, listen. I am so happy that I am able to reveal all these great truths now, without the fear of this legal harassment, and getting arrested. For absolutely no reason,they will just simply arrest. Then going through all the bail and everything. So that whole time, the Mission, Sangha will be disturbed. The work will be disturbed and this rumor, rumor mills will start flying, and so much Sangha has to go through insecurity, and devotees have to suffer. That’s why I withdrew from the society. Now, I can happily sit and go on revealing the truths as it is, as it is, as it is.

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Listen. Now is the punchline. Still, I have not started the message I received from Paramashiva today. Now only I am going to reveal. Understand, now, I have only described, narrated what has happened. Still I have not revealed the message. Listen carefully... So I saw, extremely feather-like a touch, as if with the peacock feather if you touch your chest how you will feel, that is exactly like that how I felt. That landing of the feet. But the power was like a thunder, thunder. The whole consciousness opened up. The whole Ananda Gandha opened up. Meditate on this. How can this be? Feather-like touch but thunder. Imagine, a live wire \- don’t do \- imagine. A live wire, it touches your heart very lightly. But what will happen to your body? That exactly. Feather-like touch but, ooh\! Like a power, power, Shakti. And Devi, when She was… then I saw, next I saw is the face. And, first I saw the feet, feet landed. Immediately I saw that live, living darkness. It’s the feet. Feet made of living darkness, the conscious darkness. Conscious darkness. Alive darkness. That’s the way the feet landed.

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And then, I saw, already, that I am settling down. Because in deep Nirvikalpa Samadhi no form is perceived. Only when you settle from Nirvikalpa Samadhi, in Savikalpa, Bhava space only the form is seen. Then you settle down to this human plane. So, I saw in that Bhava only that form manifesting. And I saw that face. Long tongue, laugh, bliss. Laughter, fire\! Fire \- not like ordinary fire \- like a millions of Suns coming out of the mouth. OM, With that sound, OM and HRIM, as the scream. Meditate on this. Listen to this satsang again and again. If you can google some Kali’s photo, with this kind of a ferociousness, more like Pratyankara. Because, Pratyankara mouth only is like a fire. But eyes are all like normal eyes only. It was not like a lion’s face. It was more like a female face only. But the tongue and the fire. That was like Pratyankara. OM. And laughter, ferociousness, scream.

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I tell you... I bless you all. All the disciples who declare your integrity to Me, meditate on this form. I bless you with the, with the… Understand, even now, I am confirmed, only with their blessings and permission \- Paramashiva, Mahakalabhairava, Mahakali \- with their blessings and permission I am revealing this to you. And blessing all My disciples. Even now, they are committing. All My disciples, meditate on this. You will have Darshan of Kali as I saw. As She revealed Herself to Me. You will have Darshan. Listen.

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Listen. I am blessing you all with the permission and blessings of Paramashiva, Maha Kalabhairava and Mahakali. You will really have Darshan. Meditate in the way I described now. Listen to this Satsang 2-3 times so you will understand and intranalize, cognize this whole thing. You will have Darshan of Kali, Maha Kali, Parashakti.

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Amba Sambhavi Chandramoli Kapala Aparna Uma Parvati Kali Yamavati Shiva Trinayani Katyayini Bharavi Savitri NavyvananShubhakari Samrajya Laxmi Parta Chitrupi Bhaveda Swarupi Sri Rajarajeshwari

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You will have Darshan of Parashakti, Maha Kali. Understand, most powerful aspect of Hinduism is connecting with Gods. That is what terrorizes the anti-Hindus. They attack the Gurus who connect you with Gods. Understand, see, if I am talking some pseudo-Vedanta, Oh, blow your nose, chill-jill, chak-chak, jim jum, and do some yoga, stretch your body, jing-jing, all that just little yoga, and little pranayama, little Kriya and all that, with all only that much, that’s makeup, lipstick and dress up. If I only stand for those things, the anti-Hindus will not be so angry with Me. I insist on connecting with Hindu Gods. As Gods described by Hinduism. I go on repeating ‘they are real, they are available, I saw them, I am seeing them, you can see them’. This affirming, affirming Sanatana Hindu Dharma everyday in and day out. Affirming, giving confidence to people on Sanatana Hindu Dharma’s core principles. Everyday for millions of people. That is what agitates the anti-Hindu gang.

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Understand, that is what agitates them. There is one gang inside Hinduism, they doubt that, ‘Eh, He may not be having the experience, he must be just telling stories for other reasons’. There is another one gang, in Hinduism itself, they feel, ‘Oh, he may not be having experience, he may be telling stories just to make money and living or for some other reasons. But it’s okay. After all he is promoting Hinduism. Leave him. Let him rot in one corner and blabber what he wants to blabber. Leave it’. So, various groups and various vested interests are there. Forget about all of them. One thing is sure. The way I go on affirming, confirming, egulting the trust on the Sanatana Hindu Dharma and the core truths of Sanatana Hindu Dharma. Understand, if you are just Vedanti, you can be easily digested into other religions. Oh, what is there? God is formless, jing-jing, jang-jang, and this is also God, that is also God, come, come... and slowly you can be digested.

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If you are just yogi, already yoga is digested all over the world. Now it is even, now people are even saying that yoga has nothing to do with Hinduism. And some people are saying that Christian yoga, all that. How yoga is digested, the next Vedanta can be digested. Vedanta will be digested. And it is getting digested... Nithyananda’s version of Hinduism cannot be digested by other religious people. That is where the whole problem is. I insist, and again and again affirm the existence of God as described in Vedas and Agamas. And, I tell you, I challenge. Unless you experienced, you cannot describe this description which I said \- feather-like touch, lightning, thunder-like power. Even intellectually visualizing and describing is impossible unless you went through it. I challenge all My so-called ‘distractors’, detractors, anti-Hindu gang. Even imagination you can’t do unless you went through it. These are most subtle, most subtle, impossible-to-imagine visualizations. Let this anti-Hindu gang know it clearly.

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Even the gang inside Hinduism, who is against Me, Listen. All these gang, for all of you guys, I am telling you. The biggest problem is, the version of Hinduism I am presenting is original, authentic, as it is in Veda and Agamic tradition. I tell you, today the concept, the reality I revealed, the Ishta Devata principle, it is unique to Hinduism. No other religion can claim. Any principle to this level, even intellectually. I tell you, the Parama, is the atmosphere of Kailasa. Like the ‘vali’ atmosphere which we breathe in the planet earth, it’s this air, filled with oxygen, carbon dioxide, so many different gases, different, Prana, Samana, Vyana, Udana, Samana, in Ayurvedic tradition and the yogic tradition and modern day science, oxygen, nitrogen, carbon dioxide, whatever, whatever you claim. This ‘vali’, ‘vali mandala’, atmosphere, how the earth’s atmosphere is filled with various gases, various gases, same way, the atmosphere of Kailasa is Parama state. So, anyone who exists there is in Parama space. Paramashiva, Parashakti, Parama Ganapati, Para Brahmam, Param Porul, Parama Surya, Parama Subrahmanya, anyone who exists in that space is Parama.

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Without any conflict, superiority-inferiority complex, fight, without any of it, they all just exist organically in a beautiful divine order, which binary logical mind can never understand. Only Nyaya-Vysheshika, higher, multi-dimensional logical mind can understand. ‘If you are God, I am also God’ \- is multi-dimensional logic. Nyaya \-Vaisheshika. ‘If you are God, how can I be God? If God is God, how can I be God?’ \- is binary logic. Binary logic works only in computers, not in Kailasa. Binary code works in Microsoft, not in Macrosoft. Only Nyaya-Vysheshika works in Macrosoft. Binary works only in Microsoft.

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I am going on affirming, every morning, day in and day out, everyday every possible way, going on affirming, confirming, the fundamental sacred secrets, core principles of Hinduism... Listen, One gang, ‘eh, whatever he is talking is false’ \- that is anti-Hindu gang. Inside Hinduism, ‘No, no no, what He is talking is truth, but I don’t think He has experienced it. So, He is talking for some other reason’. And there is another gang, ‘Eh, what he is talking, He may not have experienced, ok. But what he is talking is Hinduism only. It’s okay, let Him promote it. Leave it’. That is one gang. There is another one gang. ‘Eh, forty years continuously one cannot be telling constantly lies, pa. Twenty year we have video record. This fellow is repeating same thing, different, different, different, different angle. If somebody has not experienced so, such deep nuances cannot be described in words’.

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See, understand. Unless you are a civil engineer, you can never describe what is ‘dove-tail joint’. Dove-tail joint is a technical term only the civil engineers who has either studied civil engineering, or practiced under civil engineers can describe. There are many dove-tail joint descriptions in spiritual tradition. Unless somebody has experienced, he cannot describe. Go and watch all My satsang. There are many people who are real intellectuals, who have read Shastras, and started talking, ‘eh, ille pa.’ If somebody has not experienced, they cannot be going on describing such deep nuances and details’... So I am seeing this third group becoming bigger and bigger now. I am seeing lots of facebook posts, social media posts, which is being brought to Me and presented to Me. I Myself not attending to anything, but things are brought and presented. I am seeing, so many play. Not only last 20 years we have video records, the deep detailing descriptions \- what do you call it, only the people professionally, who practiced and lived, experienced will know that depth level of nuances. If somebody can describe these deep nuances, I don't think he is without experience. That group is growing. And there is next group, ‘ah, I accept He has experience and He has even powers, maybe He is misusing it’. That is the next narrative. Then comes the real, real narrative. ‘Eh, He has experienced the ultimate. And the ultimate is manifesting through him. Let us use Him when He is alive and available. And raise ourselves to the ultimate’. That is the real, true seekers. That’s it.

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Now listen. And I wanted to read out a Shastra Pramana. And, I want to tell you guys, really I did not read this earlier. Now only, My team has collected, got this Shastra Pramana and sending it. Before I had the experience of Kali today, I did not read this verse. Here is the verse.

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Krishnangi dirgha dum stratch atidirghati bhishana lola jibhvah nimn rakta nayan nath bhairava

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I will read the translation is.. It’s Kalika Purana Uttara Tantra 60th chapter. It describes Kali as “Lola Jihva”. Means, Devi who has a rolling tongue. “Krishnangi” means, having soft feather-like, light body. So, My Atma Pramana is now acid-washed and verified, approved by Shastra Pramana. And I want to tell you, I did not read this Shastra Pramana before I had Atma Pramana. So, that makes My Atma Pramana absolute truth. Not mental breakdown imagination... Okay, Now, let Me talk to My disciples who are ready to just listen and internalize. So, let Me summarize. Still I have not revealed the truth Paramashiva revealed. When Kali landed on the chest, beautifully, like a feather-like, feather-like touch, power, oh, thunder. I tell you, the way She landed, Her feet did not even bend the hair in My chest. Even the hair in My chest did not feel the pressure or load of Devi, Parashakti, Kali’s feet. Even that hair did not bend or feel the pressure. It was such light touch. But the whole being da da da da thunder\!... And the truth got revealed. Listen carefully. Listen carefully. The truth got revealed.

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Initiation. Upasana is equivalent to Nirvikalpa Samadhi. Initiation from a Guru who achieved Nirvikalpa Samadhi, with that initiation even if you are in the state of Upasana, means, practice, prayer, pooja, feeling connection. Even if you are in that state, it is equivalent to Nirvikalpa Samadhi. Because, the end is going to be Nirvikalpa Samadhi because of the strength of the Guru’s Nirvikalpa Samadhi. The journey is also considered as equivalent to Nirvikalpa Samadhi, because for Nirvikalpa Samadhi, there is no past, present, future. Only for person who is in Upasana level, he has past, present, future. But for the person who has initiated has no past, present, future. Because He has penetrated into you, your Upasana period also is considered as a Nirvikalpa Samadhi, and your intestine gets detoxed and healed and cleansed and peeled. All the toxins and poisons leave your system. Even if you are in the space of Upasana, feeling connection, talking to Paramashiva, practicing the presence of Paramashiva, prayer, Ajapajapa, with Paramashiva, if you are initiated by the Guru who has achieved Nirvikalpa Samadhi. That’s all. Meditate. Meditate on this.

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This is the bliss of Kali, the roar of Kali, scream of Kali, was bliss and ferocious. It is bliss for all My integrated disciples. Ferocious for all the people who don’t have integrity. Relax. Now, let us enjoy, for all My disciples, be rest assured... Understand. With Paramashiva’s blessings, Maha Kalabhairava’s blessings, Maha Kali’s blessings \- they are all embodiment of compassion. I am telling you, I don’t have anger, incompletion to anyone, on anyone. Even now, anyone declares their integrity to Me, I give an automatic “tathastu” and tell Paramashiva and Parashakti to accept all of you back and connect and initiate, re-initiate all of you and connect with Paramashiva, with Parashakti and give you all also the same experience, as My disciples, integrated disciples. Now, three category \- one, already initiated, continuously maintaining their integrity, integrated disciples. Second, who want to get initiated, you can declare your integrity and get initiated. Third, who got initiated, but broke their integrity and missed, now, want to declare their integrity again and get re-initiated. All these three group I bless. And surrender all of you to Paramashiva. And pray to Paramashiva, please accept all these three category. With tremendous compassion, Paramashiva, bless all these three, and manifest yourself in all these three, in all of us.

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Listen carefully. I neither have any incompletion, nor angry with anyone including abusers. I don’t have any anger or incompletion. I am here only to connect everyone with Paramashiva. And whoever declares your integrity, re-declares your integrity, I am praying to Paramashiva and offering you to Paramashiva and connecting you back. Now, this is the essence of today’s Satsang. Direct message from Paramashiva \- Revelation. Your Upasana, prayer, struggling period, spiritual practices, trying to have feeling-connection, trying to deeply pray, trying to declare integrity, trying to do pooja, sincerely \- all these put together is called Upasana. Even your Upasana creates the same effect of Nirvikalpa Samadhi on your system and on you, if you are initiated by the Guru, who has achieved the Nirvikalpa Samadhi, because He initiated you. One end is your Guru, other end is your delusion. For your delusion, there is a past, present, future. For your Guru, there is no past, present, future. Because one end of you who is your Guru, is in Nirvikalpa Samadhi, even your struggles, even during the Upasana, even during the prayer, feeling connection, Ajapajapa, all your struggling spiritual practice period; because of His, I should say that because He has entered into your being, and initiated you, it is considered as the space of Nirvikalpa Samadhi. That’s it.

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Like yin-yang, you see the Tao symbol, one is your Guru, one is you. Because the Guru has pervaded you, even though you have past, present, future, you have the state of no enlightenment, struggling for enlightenment and enlightenment, He does not have all these three. He has only one \- Enlightenment. Because that He pervaded into you, your unenlightened, struggling for enlightenment, enlightened state, all these three loses power over you. And that one space \- Enlightened \- becomes power on you, power of you.. Listen. See that Tao symbol, yin-yang. In that, one part is your Guru, whose past, present, future, all these three are enlightened for Him. Nirvikalpa. One is you, who is having three component unenlightened, then struggling for enlightenment, then achieved enlightenment. Because He, the Nirvikalpa Samadhi, has pervaded, filled you, yes, you can see this symbol. Because the NIrvikalpa Samadhi has pervaded, filled you, your past, present, future, Upasana period also is considered as Nirvikalpa Samadhi. And the effect of Nirvikalpa Samadhi happens in you. Because, the person who is Nirvikalpa Samadhi has filled and pervaded your inner space.

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And, that’s all. I am available. Open to connect you with Kailasa. So now, the essence of today’s satsang. Even while you are struggling, doing Pooja, prayer, Upasana \- spiritual practices, your Upasana is considered as equivalent to Nirvikalpa Samadhi, if a person who has achieved Nirvikalpa Samadhi has initiated you and pervaded, filled you \- is the essence of today’s Satsang. Now, sit with this cognition. Meditate on Kali. Mother will bless all of us now. And make us feel and experience the Nirvikalpa Samadhi.

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Damstra karala vadane siro mala vibhushane Chamunde munda matane Narayani namo stute Damstra karala vadane siro mala vibhushane Chamunde munda matane Narayani namo stute

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Feather-like touch, thunder of energy, blissful laughter, ferocious, rolling tongue, emitting fire, extreme ecstatic eyes, Parashakti, Mahakali, with the scream of OM and HRIM... Meditate on Kali.

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Krishnangi dirgha dum stratch atidirghati bhishana lola jibhvah nimn rakta nayan nath bhairava

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Living, alive darkness is Her form. Blissful, ferocious scream is Her being, presence. A perfume of jasmine, the body odor, smell of jasmine, which consumes even the smell of smashana \- bodies getting burnt and fat getting melted. Her sweet perfume emanating from the body, the jasmine smell is so subtle but powerful \- swallows the smell of the smashana, where the dead bodies are burnt and fat is melting and dripping. That smell is swallowed by the subtle but powerful smell, and this overpowers, declares its supremacy like rejuvenation, declaring its supremacy over the death. Delivering a life, Mother declares her supremacy over the death. Rejuvenation declares the supremacy over the destruction.

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Sarva-Mangala-Maangalye Shive Sarvaatha-Saadhike I

Sharanye Trayambake Gauri Narayani Namostute

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Auspicious being, Maha Kali. Let’s meditate, let’s connect with Her. Let Parashakti reveal this truth to all of us, and connect us all to Sri Kailasa, to the Kailasa.

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Om Nithyananda Paramashivoham

I bless you all. Let’s all radiate the state, space, powers, being superconsciousness, enlightened civilization and enlightenment ecosystem, Sri Kailasa of Paramashiva... So, listen, essence of today’s satsang \- even when you are practicing, praying, doing Upasana, you will have the impact of Nirvikalpa Samadhi on you, if you are initiated by the Guru who has achieved Nirvikalpa Samadhi. So, whoever trusts that I achieved Nirvikalpa Samadhi, and wants to declare your integrity to Me, you are free to declare. And I bless you, accept you, and initiate you, give Deeksha to you. And, as I said, do the Upasana, prayer with intensity. See, it’s like, a, when you are working out, if you do it fast, muscles don’t get built. With the weight, you have to do it step-by-step, slowly. The slower you do, better result. Same way Sahasranama. Sahasranama does not mean if you finish all thousand you get result, no\! If you go slowly, step-by-step, chewing, cherishing each nama with the deep prayer, feeling connection, the slow you go in Sahasranama, more result you get. Like workout \- the slow you do, more better result. The slower you move, better result. It is not… the priority is moving slowly, intensely. Not completing all the thousand names.

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So, with this, I think today I have revealed too many things. So, please watch this satsang five-six times. When you are free, watch this satsang five-six times. It will really, really, really help you to digest. Because, too many things I revealed. You might have missed. You will catch it. I told very important truth. Binary logic works in Microsoft. Multi-dimensional logic, Nyaya-Vysheshika only works in Macrosoft. So, understand, don’t try to use the logic of Microsoft into Macrosoft. So, like this, each great revelations digest, internalize by listening to the Satsang more number of times. Understand\!

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With this, I bless you all. Let’s all radiate with integrity, authenticity, responsibility, enriching, causing Living Shuddhadvaita Shaivam, Paramashivoham, Om Nithyananda Paramashivoham. Nithyananda, Eternal Bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you, Be Blissful.

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