Satsang - Tuesday, October 15, 2019

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nithyānandeśvara paramashiva samārambhām nithyānandeśvari parashakti madhyamām | asmat āchārya paryantām vande guru paramparām ||

I welcome you all with My love respect. I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsangis, Sri Mahants, Mahants, Thanedars, Kothari, Visitors, Viewers, sitting with us all over the world, through Nithyananda TV and 2-way Video Conferencing, YouTube Live, Facebook Live, Nlighten App, Kailaasa TV, Hinduism Now, Twitter and 2-way video conferencing, having Nayana Deeksha. I welcome you all with My love and respects.

When you understand the whole world is orderly, it may be intense but not chaos, you get grounded so grounded, while you are alive you feel liberated. Listen carefully. I feel the whole world, ‘world’ is too small word \- I should say ‘the whole existence’, Cosmos, Universe, Prapancha, is so orderly. Everything is absolutely orderly. Understand. Right \- wrong, good \- bad, the dualities does not need to make you powerless. The existence of the external dualities does not need to create dual reactions from inside you. That is what I am trying to tell you. Understand. I am not saying the evil does not exist from outside. I am saying your inside does not need to have powerless reactions. And I am not saying evil exists outside. I am not saying evil exist or not exist. I am only saying whether it exist or not, it is irrelevant for your existence.

I tell you, this extraordinary grounding Arunagiri Yogishwara gave Me with his tremendous love, made Me extremely integrated and very grounded. Listen. Not being grounded is one of the worst suffering modern day humanity is facing. That is why, so much of revolt, anger, against everything. It’s not that people are angry with some political system, economical system, religious system. Everywhere I am seeing people are anger about everything, because one of the important thing modern day humanity is missing, is teaching the children to be grounded. Understand. Only after I grew up, I feel grateful to My Gurus. The way they grounded Me with My integrity \- yoga or puja or the right powerful cognitions. The way they grounded Me, something extraordinary. I can see same My age boys, who grew up in Tiruvannamalai.

Now, this autobiography team, it’s going and collecting material from all of them, talking to them, interviewing all of them. I can see the way they are now and the way I am now. The difference, the only difference is Arunagiri Yogishwara grounded Me. The extraordinary love and integrity. I tell you, it is not that because He showered love He did not integrate Me. It’s not love of spoiling. The modern day parents, when they can’t spend time with you, when they can’t groom you, train you, be around you, they just give you gifts in the name of love. You also equate gifts to love and love to gifts. This whole habit of gifts is absolute stupidity. It’s the cunning way parents cheat the kids. When you can’t spend time with them, groom them, integrate them, in the name of gifts cheating them. I tell you\! I really have to tell you\! Understand. My Gurus gave Me love which made Me integrated.

Like yesterday, I was telling about Ma Annamaya in Madurai SSJP. I had one Annamaya in My life. My grandmother \- My father’s mother, her name is Anasuya. Absolute integrity, the last day she died, she went to temple without missing here routine. Understand. Going to temple from home, coming back, she cooked on her own, she lives on Swayambhaga. You see, in Bharatn tradition, the widow after husband passes away women live a very austere life. I have seen, she is the ideal widow. My father’s father passed away even before My father’s marriage. She is a young widow. I think maybe My grandmother become widow before even 30\. Before she was 30 she became widow. The absolute ideal Hindu chaste widow’s life I have seen in here. How traditional Hindu widows life, dedicating their whole life to spirituality and enlightenment \- I have seen her living that life. All by herself, she brought up all the three kids. Of course, it’s a joint family, means like a.. the whole family supports. She had a elder brother, whose daughter is My mother and another one brother, all three lived as a joint family, practical joint family.

But the way she completed her responsibilities, extreme integrity. Inside family, it is not that there will not be any problems or confusions or fights. My mother used to be terrorized by My grandmother. But nothing touched her spiritual integrity and life. Neither her religious practices nor her spiritual practices nor her spiritual activities. She lived absolute, devoted, a Hindu Sannyasini life. A devoted Sannyasini or Rudrakanya \- how she will live \- My grandmother lived that life. I should actually say, apart from managing her life and her kids, she will go everyday spend time with Ma Vibhudhananda Puri \- Kuppammal, not only she will go to street to street, shop to shop, collect small small donations, do social service activities like annadaan, she will be so highly integrated to that money, she will not even bring that money to the home. She will keep in the Kuppammal’s house itself. All activities will be done there itself and all money will be spent, all accounts will be properly maintained and all the donors will receive the prasadam.

Extremely integrated\! If I can create this kind of a extremely integrated people\! Nobody can….nobody can push her. She is a elderly lady. She can one day rest without going to Thiruvannamalai Temple, Arunachaleswara Temple \- No\! Never she will miss going to the temple and doing all her rituals. Not only that, she had her own managing system. How she will manage the temple officials and workers and staff. All the low level staff, she will tip them. Through that she will have a complete eye on the temple administration and make sure nobody cheats. If somebody cheats or misses the integrity, it’s not that she will fire or scream or shout, she will very friendly way talk to his wife or his brother, through whom he should be advised or educated. She had her own network. She had her own network of friends, family, through whom she will reach out that person,” ?????????????????????????????????????.” Means, she will send a message to them,” Do not disturb the temple services, if all the temple services happens properly, the village will be flourishing and the children will be happy.”

The way she sends the message, it is too strategic. She will not straight away involve. I learnt this strategical way of making people integrated from her only. She will not make people angry. She will not directly confront them. She will remind to them through the right persons. She is literally the right hand of Kuppammal. That is why Kuppammal had a small organization, I should not say ‘small’, it’s a maybe volume wise small, but the effort Kuppammal put her whole life. The organization is called “?????????????????????????.” It’s fundamentally to promote the Shakta tradition and Arunagirinathar’s ??????????????????? on Subramanya Swami. You can see My grandmother and Kuppammal both. It’s exactly on that same Paramashiva Parai, on which I became enlightened on that same shila. Only three people sat on the Paramashiva Parai. One is Kuppammal, My Guru Vibhoodhananda Puri and My grandmother \- Anusuya Ammal and Me. Only three have sat ever on that Paramashiva Parai.

The Kuppammal organization, she was president and My grandmother Anusuya Ammal was vice-president. Very extremely organized. Very extremely organized. One integrated person is equivalent to 100 million dollar. I tell you, see, Kailaasa economy is different, this does not function by the currency of the country, nation. Even if we get billion dollar, what are we going to do? We are not going to do anything. We are not going to open a Las Vegas Casino or Club \- No\! Billion dollar has no use for us. If we have one Integrated person, he will be thousand times more useful for Kailaasa than billion dollar. Because fundamentally, we need people who will evolve, trained beings in enlightenment science. Understand. I am telling you again and again. If you think money made Kailaasa you are a fool, you are stupid. You are like Ravana who tried to take the Kailaasa to Sri Lanka, stupid fellow. Kailaasa is a space, fall at the feet of Paramashiva and dissolve into Him, become one with Him \- Kailaasa opens up where you are. Integrity is the way, to get the Kailaasa where you are. Getting grounded in deep love, makes you manifest integrity. I tell you, Arunagiri Yogishwara gave Me extraordinary love. With that love He integrated Me.

He never spoiled Me. whenever I show love, whoever tries to be integrated, I have showered more love on them. When they try to possess Me, abuse Me, demand Me to spoil them, I say,” No, that is not right.” That is not integrity to My Guru. I shower Me on you, if you become integrated I will shower more and more. If you try to be stupid, try to demand Me, you try to demand that I should support your stupidity, unchastity, cheating, non-integrity behaviour \- No, that will not work with Me. actually if you pump love energy, love of the Guru into your consciousness, you will become grounded and integrated. Love of the Guru makes you grounded and integrated. I tell you, Arunagiri Yogishwara made me so grounded, I just know that I have no death. There is no such thing as death. Understand. The quality of love if it makes you feel you are going to be here forever. If you want to check, whether you are in love with somebody, whether you are in love with somebody or you are in love with your Ishta Devata, God, or you are in love with your Guru, whenever you are in love, the first thing you will experience is you are eternal \- “Aaah aah”.

That la-la internal music. It’ll give you the strength you are going to be eternal. I tell you, that ecstasy of love, you are going to be eternal. Yesterday, Bhanu Patel sent the message, that she suddenly experienced extraordinary silence and only the Mahavakya chanting was going on in My voice. I want to tell her, Visari Swamigal, Yogi Ramsurat Kumar gave Me this experience, when He blew His smoke on My face. He gave Me that experience of Anahata, means the external ordinary sounds have stopped completely, they have disappeared. It is called Anahata Dvani, extreme silence and no man-made sound can be heard. Only Mahavakya. I tell you, all these experiences grounds you in the eternal feeling. I tell you, if you feel very grounded, very powerful you feel like I am going to be here forever\!\! Whenever you feel that I am going to be here forever, be very clear you are in love. Love grounds. The real gift you will get from this is love which really grounds you. I tell you, My guru’s love for Me grounded me. My grandmother Annamaya, like Annamaya, her name is Anusuya, her extreme integrity. Actually because she herself is so integrated, when she wakes Me up, for morning yoga or sending Me to with Ragupati Yogi for yoga, I never got angry, because I saw … can you imagine which year she...at what age she passed away, surely she lived quite a long time.

Last day of the death, she goes to temple as usual, without reducing her speed \- she is known for walking fast and she will go around the whole hill regularly 14 km. That is part of her everyday ritual, everyday routine. She goes to temple, that is her usual girivalam, comes back, cooks and eats and calls somebody from the family and tells that she is having a chest pain, she may die and informs them to inform Me. I was in Bangalore at that time. She tells them,” Please inform Swamiji, that I should reach His feet whatever happens.” And then, makes coffee for herself. She used to enjoy coffee. In Tamil Nadu, there is a filter coffee, a special coffee \- Narasus coffee \- they call it \- Narasus filter coffee. She makes coffee for herself, drinks, tells everyone, blesses everyone and just lies down and passes away. Over\! No fuss, nothing \- nothing\! Just passed away in sleep\! Actually after she laid down, telling everyone she going to leave the body, for half an hour the pulse everything was normal, so they thought she may be sleeping and she will get up after one hour she will become alright, maybe she is hallucinating, all that these guys were talking.

But by the time I received the news and I relaxed in Samadhi and I saw she is connecting with Me and she left the body. I woke up and said that,” Bring doctor and check \- 40 pulse.” By the time the doctor came and checked the pulse, they said \- she left the body, she passed away. I went and personally did all the rights and did Samadhi for her in our Adheenam. She is having Samadhi in our Aadheenam next to My father’s Samadhi. What an integrity\! I wanted to tell all the Bhramhacharis and everyone in the Shyamalapeeta Sarvajnapeeta, you guys will not understand or appreciate Annamaya’s sacrifice for all of you now. Once you all become well built, healthy….see, I am 40, see the way I am sitting and the way you guys are sitting. The way I sit for hours\! And the way you guys are sitting\! The way I am sitting is because of My Gurus made Me integrated. I did not have conflict with My Gurus. If at all you guys come to conflict free life with Annamaya, and live for one or two years and make your body yogic body and yogic mind, evolve in completion and spirituality, one day you guys will appreciate,” Oh God\! What a sacrifice Annamaya did\!” In the modern day, there is nobody to care for others, understand that. Nobody is interested in others.

Everybody is only interested in themselves. What is this elderly lady Annamaya going to gain from all of you? If she says,” Swamiji, I am not able to control these boys, they are not ready to be integrated\! I am going”, if she throws the tantrum\! Then I will say,” What can I also do\!” I also say,” Alright, go to ladies branch and be like other women.” It’s not that all the women stand up for Me \- No\! Even My daughters whom I have bought up don’t stand for integrity. See the dedication of Annamaya. If you guys live a conflict life with Annamaya and learn integrity. Each one of you will become like a 100 billion dollar worth asset for the world. I am already 40\. I can sit in padmasana, ardha padmasana, yogasana, vajrasana, comfortably 18 hours, without bending the back, straight with absolute completion. Once I sit in this pose, directly I am downloading from Kailaasa and speaking. Nothing touches Me. I don’t even remember people trying to abuse Me or Sangha, I don’t even remember them. I don’t remember the attackers, abusers, people who tried to assassinate, I don’t remember any of them. I am just complete with Kailaasa and downloading Kailaasa and radiating. Completion with boyd, completion with mind, absolute grounding is achieved by integrity. All the Shyamalapeeta Sarvajnapeeta Yuvarajas, you should know, to wake you up morning for yoga she also has to wake up. In here age, how many of you will wake up everyday morning, let’s see\! In her age, if you guys are alive without broken mentally, bipolar or loose, that itself will be great. Not only she is active, alive, dedicated. She says,” Swamiji, I am dedicated to the integrity of all these boys, all these Yuvarajas.

And one great thing is she has no anger, she has no violence. She is absolutely dedicated, that is why because she has no violence, only you guys are not able to break her. If she has little violence, I know how you guys can play games and break. When I saw My grandmother’s integrity I did not have conflict . When I saw my grandma’s integrity, I decided to become integrated. Everyday going to temple, only blessed people will get the opportunity. Understand. We have a place right outside Madurai or border of the Madurai. ??????????????? family gave, but after we got that property, I bought this property, this Shyamalapeeta Sarvajnapeeta. I bought this property just because I want Yuvarajas to learn the habit of going to temple every morning. And I am also buying one more property, just next to Thiruvannamalai temple. Already the negotiation is going on, in few days we will be buying, because I want one batch of Yuvarajas and Yuvaranis to stay in Madurai and go to temple everyday. Same way, one batch of Yuvarajas and Yuvaranis to stay in Thiruvannamalai and go to temple everyday, learn integrity. Understand. This one habit \- going to temple every morning, doing Anmartha Puja, doing My yoga and then My spiritual practices of power manifestation, whatever whatever.

One person integrated to this lifestyle is equivalent to 100 billion dollar in Kailaasa economy, because even somebody gives Me 100 billion dollar, I’ll only be going to be spending it on producing more and more integrated people. People who feel integrity as their breathing, not,” Oh, I have to do yoga 7 o’clock, I just came 7:05, 7:10, what is the wrong in it?” No\! Seriously something is wrong in it. With Integrity yoga becomes power manifestation process. Without integrity, it just becomes just the body building or body building exercise, gym, ordinary gym. You may have little muscles and little health. With integrity, sincerity to integrity, integrity to authenticity, authenticity to integrity \- yoga becomes power manifestation process. Once you know you have to keep integrity to time, then you will start keeping integrity to the principle, then you will start keeping integrity to the space. I tell you, the earliest you come to integrity, better for you and your future. Go on detoxing your body and mind, till you become absolutely integrated. Guru’s love grounds you, makes you integrated. Makes you feel you are going to be here for eternal. So many ashrams, temples, Sarvajnapeethas, everywhere when I see puja happening, especially during the mandala process, the materialization happening, people having darshans, all this just because of integrity. Understand. All of you understand, when you go to a temple, remember Gods are manifesting in the deities. Our ancestors, Rishis, they know how to make God’s birth as deities. Understand. Guru’s love gives you such extraordinary trust on life. Even when devotees asked Me,” Swamiji, how can Kalabairava allow your body to be poisoned?” I tell you, really I did not even have that question towards Kalabhairava. I told the devotees, “ Eh, how we know His great plans are? He has not allowed Me to die. Not only He has completely healed me, detoxed Me, He has given Me the gift of this great Kayakalpa science to live as long as I want.” Understand. How do we know the great plans of Paramashiva. This kind of a grounding…. Please listen, listen carefully. Missing link of your logic is a not confusion or chaos, it is magic. If you have a trust and grounded on Paramashiva. Understand. Because I am grounded in Paramashiva, any missing link comes in front of Me, only I feel like a magic of Parmashiva, I don’t feel that as,” Oh\! Some problem, chaos, confusion…” No\! I know it is magic, it is Paramashiva work, maybe few hours or few days, few weeks, I will know why He did what He did, but I am not interested in questioning Him. I’ll be a chaste disciple. He will reveal when needed to be revealed. This is today’s powerful cognition. Listen. The essence of today’s satsang, powerful cognitions \- “Guru’s love grounds you and grows you in integrity.” I want all of you to have darshans of My Gurus.

See, all My Gurus who supported Me, groomed Me, evolved Me, I collected now all their photographs. Thanks to autobiography team, Ma Bhaktikananda and her team. They have collected everyone and organized it and uploaded I think, they uploaded in the Facebook page as a biography album. I want all of you to enjoy that album, today enjoy that album, thoroughly read. I think it is some 200 slides they have put. I don’t know the exact number, may be 200 or less than 200\. Read and enjoy everything and share with the whole world. Maybe 200 photos or 100 slide, something like that. I don’t know exact number you watch, but they have collected 128 slides, they have collected almost all My Gurus, teachers, acharyas, inspirations, their photographs. How each one supported Me, groomed Me, evolved Me, raised Me, From my father I learnt giving, charity, giving, giving, giving. From my mother I learnt non-wasting. Even now, if My mother is in one ashram, I know in that whole ashram nothing will be wasted, non-wasting and protecting. What a person\! Symbol of a chaste woman \- non-wasting. My grandmother had one heart attack and then I brought her to the hospital in Bangalore and we did all the medical care. After that before going, she asked, in Tamil she said,” Swami, ??????????????????????. I laughed and told her,” Go and have darshan of Arunachaleswara everyday, that is the best way you will pay the debts to Me and Sangha. No, I just can’t imagine the sincerity, what they have done to My life.

And they don’t feel they have done to My life and they have a right to be taken care by the Sangha. They feel,” No, no, no, if ...” Actually I asked My father,” Can I give you one car, because I heard you are going by walk from home to the office?”, where he was working, he was employed till the end, he was receiving monthly salary of less than 1000 rupee, till the last day of his life. 1000 rupee whole month salary not one day salary. Month salary was less than 1000 rupee, because of his pattern of giving nothing else. He never cheated anyone, he is a giver. I asked him that,” Can I give a car for you?” He touched My feet and said...in Tamil he said,” ?????????????????????????????.” He told in Tamil,” Till the last, I should have the good name from Swamiji, we took only blessings nothing else. With the good name we should die.” And he died the same way. I said,” Tathastu.” same way he died, never took anything from Me. I could not do medical care for him, because it was sudden cardiac arrest and he passed away. At least for My grandmother, I could do little medical care. Even for that she was asking\! What kind of people, Oh God\! The stamina, maturity of life. I want all of you to see, all My Gurus photos today and share with the whole world. So, today’s essence of satsang is \- Guru’s love grounds you and raises you in integrity. With this powerful cognition share the biography album to the whole world. And now sit with this one powerful cognition \- Guru’s love grounds you and raises you in integrity. Sit with this one powerful cognition.

(Mahavakya) \- Om Nithyananda Paramashivoham

I bless you all, now start doing power manifestation. And I also wanted all of you to know, in the next few days, I am going to be teaching more and more deeper and deeper power manifestation techniques and processes. Today, share this album of all My Gurus to the whole world. My blessings to all of you.

Let’s all radiate, with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching, Causing, living Shuddhadvaita Shaivam, Paramashivoham, the eternal bliss \- Nithyananda. Thank you. Be Blissful.

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