| DATE OF TALK | 5 March 2020 | LOCATION | ShriKailasa | |
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| PUBLISHED ON | 5 March 2020 | DURATION | 1:48:54 | |
| TITLE | Why Seekers need an Embodied Guru || Nithyananda Satsang Live Stream || 05 March 2020 | | LANGUAGE | English |
| TALK TYPE | Nithya Satsang | | | |
| TRANSCRIBED BY | Nicholas Charles | VERIFIED BY | Ma Nithya Rakshita | |
| URL | https://youtu.be/C8o3x4zSP1Q | | | |
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nithyānandeśvara paramaśiva samārambhām
nithyānandeśvari parāśakti madhyamām |
asmat āchārya paryantām vande guru paramparām ||
I welcome you all with My love and respects. I welcome all the viewers, visitors, devotees, disciples, Sri Mahants, Mahants, Kotharis, Thanedar, Nithyananda eGurukul students and Kailasa’s NHU students, especially the Leela Dhyan participants, all those watching live on Kailasa TV, youtube live, Facebook live, Kailasa’s NTV, Kailasa’s Hinduism Now TV, Kailasa’s Nlighten App, Twitter, Kailasa’s Nayana Deeksha, I welcome all of you with My love and respects.
Today, the 7th day of SriRajarajeshwari Nithyanandeshwari ParaShakti’s Brahmotsavam, Rajarajeshwari Nithyanandeshwari ParaShakti is gracing in sarvalankara in rajata rishabha vahanam along with Mahalakshmi and MahaSaraswati. Today is also the 5th day of the Vijayothsavam. Devi ParaShakti and Kalabhairava are gracing in sarvalankara in boota vahanam, rajata simha vahanam, swarna hamsa vahanam in AdiKailaasa Nithyananda Peetam. Let us offer our worship and receive their blessings.
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Paramashiva’s message directly from ShriKailasa listen. Atmatattva is the core principle, core truth, core reality of any living being. Only by the tyaga of interferences and inferences of other tattva’s like Prithvi tattva (earth element), Appu tattva (water element), Teyu tattva (fire element), Vayu tattva (air element), Akasha tattva (space element). Only by the tyaga of these five elements, their interferences and inferences the atmatattva (your self) is awakened in you. Listen, awakening of your self and manifesting Paramashivatva is practically one and the same. I will not say literally one and the same but practically one and the same because the more atmatattva – principle of consciousness is lived, manifested, more Paramashivatva is manifested through you. There is nothing stops Atmatattva manifesting Paramashivatva. There is no gap, even though both are, I can’t say both one and the same. Practically I can say one and the same. Literally not one and the same but practically one and the same. Understand. Biggest problem a seeker will face in his life is tiredness and boredom, that middle age syndrome. Either you feel bored because all your imaginations and fantasies and visualisations are fulfilled or you feel frustrated thinking that your imaginations and fantasies and visualisations are never going to be fulfilled or you become tired; it may be fulfilled but it demands too much of my actions and involvement for which I may not be capable or I may not be able to stand. All these three are delusory inferences, listen. You feeling bored because you feel everything you imagined is fulfilled, you feel frustrated because you feel everything you imagined can never be fulfilled, you feel tired because you imagine it may be fulfilled if I work too hard and I don’t think I’m capable of that hard work. All these three are delusory inference. Somebody need to tell you this truth with tremendous compassion and understanding, sympathy and, aey listen-listen it is only by awakening your higher possibilities – atmatattva, the state, space, powers, being, super consciousness. It is only through that life becomes exciting, colourful, every day the time you spend on that makes life more colourful, joyful, exciting, inspiring, understand. Without the spiritual foundation your life is hell, monotonous, stupid, torturous. I can use any number of bad words for it. Worse than prison, extreme torturous prison understand. If atmatattva can play with its freedom, this body is a beautiful vacation home. Your jatta is amazon forest and bliss flowing in your mind is Ganga. I tell you every child in the young age should be given the tools to play with this conscious powers.
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See this third eye awakening is not just stupid some small magic powers or miracle powers, No\! I’m equipping the kids, I’m equipping the next generation with the tools to play with their consciousness and the tremendous confidence. Aey, you are atmatattva, you are conscious principle, I’m talking to you. You are the space manifesting atmatattva, chidambara, where Nataraja is dancing, the highest self where the pure principle of the self dances in bliss. I tell you, power manifestation is nothing but empowering you with that powerful cognition. That is why when I initiate the kids into shakti avishkarana I don’t leave it just with third eye powers, I tell them to play with it. Try to see the other side of the wall; try to see what is going on in Chidambaram Nataraja temple. Try to see what’s the garland offered in Arunachaleshwara temple in the Garbha Mandir. I tell you only shakti can help you to penetrate into the deities’ Garbha Mandir and have darshan. Siddhis cannot, black magic energy or siddhis will not let you have direct darshan of deities in Garbha mandir’s because they are archavatara. Arunachaleshwara is literally Arunagiri Yogeshwara. Through black magic you cannot have His darshan, through siddhis you cannot have His darshan. Nataraja is Paramashiva directly came from Kailasa with His 3000 shiva ganas as dikshitars.
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தீக்ஷீதர்ஸ்...
"தில்லைவாழ் அந்தணர்"
They are directly from Kailasa. Through black magic or siddhis you cannot have darshan of Chidambaram. I always tell My kids \- ‘when you start manifesting the shakti’s start having darshan, Meenakshi in Madurai, Nataraja in Chidambaram, Arunachaleshwara in Tiruvannamalai’. Kids accurately not only describe, paint, draw even though they have neither visited the place nor seen the photographs. And that day how the deity is dressed, how the garland’s are put, they are able to paint, draw. Understand \- One: this all proves that these are shaktis not siddhis or black magic. Second: these constant manifestations gives you powerful cognition: ‘you are atmatattva, conscious principle’. You are not prithvi tattva, jala tattva, teyu tattva, vayu tattva, akasha tattva. Yes they are all there part of you. Surely you have a body it is yours; surely you have the appu tattva, means the water tattva – water element. Sure you have teyu tattva means the fire element no doubt but you are more than that. Understanding the reality of your atmatattva is fundamental requirement. That is why when Krishna started His teaching in Bhagavad Gita, the first yoga, Sankhya tattva, sankhya yoga, He teaches absolutely atmatattva
नैनं छिन्दन्ति शस्त्राणि नैनं दहति पावक: |
nainaṁ chhindanti śhastrāṇi nainaṁ dahati pāvakaḥ
Atma cannot be killed, cannot be cut, cannot be burnt, cannot be made wet by the water, nothing. Listen, a fundamental truth you need to know experientially not just word, atmatattva. And biggest problem a seeker faces is illusory and delusory assumptions – the middle age crisis. Guru is needed only when you go through the middle age crisis but unfortunately that is the time you run away from the Guru. Stupidly you find fault with Guru. You can’t understand yourself, you try to understand, find fault with the Guru. I tell you, your mind is so cunning it can show, use, infer, interpret the teachings, to drop the Guru. That is the worst thing, that is the worst thing you can do. Use, you use Guru’s own words and misinterpret, create your own arrogant fort and miss the Guru.
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Listen, with tremendous compassion, deep love, I will reveal this truth. All words, teachings, philosophies, principles are only to lead you to, connect you to, inspire you to be with embodied Guru. Once you find the embodied Guru, Guru vaak is your shastra, Guru vaak is your scripture, Guru vaak is your principle, Guru vaak is your philosophy, Guru vaak is your veda vaak, understand. Your mind is so cunning; it uses all the strategies you used against others against you. One of the most beautiful thing happened in Me is, I can’t relate even with Me without Arunagiri Yogeshwara being alive within Me, understand. When I walk I can see very clearly My inner space, when it gives command, it is only that Arunagiri Yogeshwara giving command to walk as He used to walk, as He is walking. To the idea of right, to the idea of wrong, to the idea of good, to the idea of bad, to the idea of sin, to the idea of merit, to the idea of beauty, to the idea of ugly, to the idea of duality, to the idea of Oneness, anything. I cannot relate with it without the embodied Guru’s existence in Me. It is just embodied Guru’s existence made My mind irrelevant to My existence. So the delusion becomes irrelevant, maya, throbhava, delusion is irrelevant to Me and to My existence. My atmatattva is fully Guru tattva. Embodied Guru ensures your consciousness manifests Paramashiva, ultimate. There is a beautiful line by Ramana Maharishi
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ஐம்புலக் கள்வர் அகத்தினில் புகும்போது
அகத்தில் நீ இலையோ அருணாசலா \!
ஐம்புலக் கள்வர் அகத்தினில் புகும்போது
அகத்தில் நீ இலையோ அருணாசலா \!
O Arunachala\! When these five senses enter into my conscious principle as robbers, were you not there inside? How did you allow? Why did you allow? Understand; understand the meaning of this whole thing. A Guru-less seeker will not even know when the delusion starts. Embodied Guru protects you and makes you manifest Paramashivatva completely. That protection only, due to your delusion you start feeling as suffocation. I tell you, this angry young man concept which you have with your parents, the teenage kids tantrum, the tantrum you throw when you are fourteen with your parents thinking their protection is suffocation misinterpreting their protection as suffocation and the tantrum you throw, you continue the same when you are forty with your Guru. I have to deal with all these kids as “ammai-appan”.
Understand
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ஐம்புலக் கள்வர் அகத்தினில் புகும்போது
அகத்தில் நீ இலையோ அருணாசலா \!
இருந்தேன்டா லுசு, எவ்வளவு சொன்னாலும் சொன்னத கேக்கரிங்களாடா?
I was and I am there, but if you guys don’t listen to Me what can I do... Understand, Guru, embodied Guru makes sure you don’t get deluded with the ideas of self, you get the real self. Don’t get deluded with the ideas of self, get the real self. Tyaga intense tyaga makes you understand the tyaga of Guru. Only when you have kids and they throw tantrum with you, you will understand the sacrifice of your parents, not before, not before. I really tell you, My disciples taught Me to be grateful to My Gurus because everything you guys are doing to Me I’ve done to My Guru’s. Everything you guys are doing to Me I’ve done to My Gurus. Only thing I have not abused them because even in going low there is a limit, there is a decency, there is a limit. With grace of Paramashiva, He never allowed Me to go to the level of abusing or doubting their very existence, that did not happen. That is a blessing from Paramashiva. That is the ultimate protection I got from Paramashiva.
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என்னவானாலும் பரவால்ல, லுசானாலும் பரவால்ல. குரு துரோகி ஆகிட கூடாதாப்பா...
அய்யோ அது வேண்டாம்...
போகியானாலும், ரோகியானாலும், சோகியானாலும், குரு துரோகியாக மாட்டேன்.
Anything is ok, not becoming Guru drohi or abusing Guru, that is too much. But I tell you, but My disciples taught Me, made Me understand how much My Guru’s have put up with Me.
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Sometime Arunagiri Yogeshwara will transmit that powerful cognition to Me without uttering a word. Either he will make Me sleep on His lap and just transmit. I used to feel like a melted gold being poured inside My head and that whole brain becomes like a golden brain. I don’t used to see the brain in the form of that biologically, how medically brain is shown. I used to see only like a thousand petal lotus. That’s the way He taught me, that’s the way He taught Me the brain is. So I never used to visualise like the way you guys visualise the brain. I always used to visualise as thousand petal lotus. And I used to feel that it has become like a golden, the whole system, when he does that. Once I asked Him “Swamiji, why you just directly transmit powerful cognitions without explaining it to Me step by step?” He just tapped My cheek and said “you will do the same to your disciples, that time you will understand why I am doing this. You will just transmit the whole powers and powerful cognitions without verbalising to your disciples. That time you will understand” I really experienced. Once I was transmitting a powerful cognition to few of My kids and of course they were not physically near Me. Maybe 20 feet because whenever I get into the Samadhi I never allow anybody to come near Me or touch Me. So I tell them don’t touch Me and they sat in circle and I was transmitting. Especially when I was transmitting to Shivayoga I realised this truth, exactly this clicked, what Arunagiri Yogeshwara told Me. Because every word I utter she will fight with Me. The most crankiest logic I have ever seen is Shivayoga and if I tell \- Aey, don’t eat idli till you complete this initiation’. Actually I would have meant that day idli was made for breakfast, don’t have breakfast till you finish this initiation. Just for that to be conveyed I would have told \- don’t touch the idli till you finish this initiation. Can I take chutney or can I get dosa from kitchen, can I get just sweets from main kitchen. She will have 10,000 questions before I move to the next statement. By the time I finish all the 10,000 answers neither she will be ready for the next statement nor I will be able to give that next statement because we would have gone somewhere else from this whole power manifestation science. Many time that packed powerful cognitions, a set of powerful cognition need to be transmitted as it is. Once it manifests as powers you will not have any problem with those powerful cognitions. But till that manifests as powers we can’t afford to waste time cracking them or breaking them. It’s like I was transmitting the power of Akashic reading. So first I have to connect with the Grahas ``Adityadi Navagraha Devadyabho Namah”. Then after the Grahas, Chitragupta who is the lord of \- the key holder of this cosmic archives. Chitragupta means who keeps all the visualisation secret. “Gupta'' means secret, “chitra” means visualisations, manifestations, secret, Chitragupta who has the key for this whole thing. So he need to be invoked. Then Yamadharma, the lord of Yama, then Kalabhairava. Till I invoke these powerful cognitions your mind need to be little patient without questioning or getting diverted. ‘Oh, why all Navagrahas only, why not nakshatras? Why the nakshatras are not part of this? Why the rashis are not part of this?’ Then by the time I explain all this I’ll be missing Chitragupta. So sometimes I tell the kids \- ‘All of you sit in Samadhi in Oneness’ and transmit the whole bunch as it is, the power and powerful cognitions. Once they receive it and start manifesting, then they themself know \- ‘Aey, Navagrahas are the source of all the energy manifesting, they are the central processing unit’. See, whether twenty seven nakshatra, twenty seven nakshatra is reduced to twelve rashis, twelve rashis reduced to nine grahas, it is only the nine major forces directly play on us. This you will understand the moment Kalabhairava opens up in you. But till you reach if you start putting the questions it will take so much of time for Me to take you there. That is why many time I feel very comfortable coming from top to bottom then taking you from bottom to top. The top to bottom, lot of questions will be answered by yourself to yourself. When I was doing that transmitting, suddenly it clicked, ‘Aey, this same thing Arunagiri Yogeshwara did to Me, transmitting the whole thing. I asked Him ‘why are you transmitting the whole thing without explaining each cognition, each powerful cognition’. He told Me, “You will do this to your disciples. Then you will understand this''. Only when I’m feeling grateful to My Guru’s and their extreme tyaga and patience, I can never ever get angry with any of My disciples. I can never be angry with any of My disciple.
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I’ve tasted tyaga in My embodied Guru’s, I have tasted tyaga in My embodied Guru’s. Their sincerity and honesty, the extreme sincerity and honesty, I want all the ,Leela-Dhyan participants, I’m speaking especially for you today again this satsang. All the Leela-Dhyan program participants. remember all the four jeeva samadhi’s you visited yesterday, Arunagiri Yogeshwara, Raghupati Yogi, Kuppamal, Issaki Swamigal, all four, you should ask them tyaga. They are, the grand narrative of all four is tyaga more than anything else. When I stand in front of them in their samadhi, I melt only remembering their tyaga. See the space in which Arunagiri Yogishwara exists, what is the need for Him to come down and be so compassionate and patient. Even Issaki Swamigal, He is a, He’s a siddha-purusha. I still remember every inch sacrifice they have done, spiritual plane and in physical plane for Me to blossom, flower. Because I tasted tyaga with embodied Guru’s I’ve learnt the extreme patience and tyaga. Like how I realised My Guru’s tyaga and that realisation made Me tyagi, when you realise My tyaga you will become tyagi. That is what Krishna means when you know His life you will become Him, when you know His existence you will become Him. “Knowing me you will become me” Krishna says in Gita. When I realised the tyaga of My Guru’s, how protective they were in every small thing making sure I get enlightened, I manifest Paramashivatva completely \- that tyaga. Actually when your kundalini is awakened there is so much of detoxification happens, that time actually you behave stupid. When all the toxins need to be flushed out of your system you behave stupid. That is the time you need to be carefully protected, held, supported, guided towards enlightenment and you start feeling even that care and protection as suffocation. I tell you the moment you get the embodied Guru drop everything else and just be with Him, that’s all is the ultimate truth, ultimate safety, ultimate security because your mind is cunning enough to twist any word, teachings into a stupid arrogant philosophy and make you even miss Guru, understand. So especially I want to tell all the Leela-Dhyan program participants, actually you should name this program as “Leela-Dhyana yoga”, it is one of the path to be directly to get enlightened and manifest Paramashivatva. I’m especially talking to the participants of Leela-Dhyana yoga participants. When you stand in front of My Guru’s samadhi’s, jeeva samadhi’s, Arunagiri Yogeshwara, Yogananada Puri, Vibudha Devi, Issaki Swamigal, of course it’s not limited to four, Annamalai Swamigal, fortunately Annamalai Swamigal has a jeeva Samadhi and Ramsurat Kumar has a jeeva samadhi. At least ten or fifteen of My Guru’s have jeeva Samadhi fortunately, Sadhu Om has a jeeva Samadhi.
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Take away your Guru bhakti, disconnect, killing, then too easy to destroy you. Guru bhakti will directly make you manifest Paramashivatva. Disconnection from Guru will completely destroy you into delusion. I have seen people, when they feel disconnected the first thing they do before even removing their jata is eat non-veg, drink alcohol as if they feel that they-they are taking revenge on me. You are deluding, destroying yourself by disconnection. Not Me. I have nothing to lose if you eat non-veg, nothing to gain if you stop non-veg and alcohol. I neither lose nor gain by you having non-veg or not having non-veg, having alcohol not having alcohol, all that is up to you. I am flooded with memories of My Guru’s tyaga’s, incidents, memories, powerful cognition. If I have to describe in one word, all My Guru’s lives – “ tyaga”, “poorana tyaga”,” sarvopari tyaga”, “pari poorana tyaga”, that extreme sacrifice, passion each one had with Me. Many of My disciples taught Me to be grateful to My Guru’s from multiple angle. Actually some of My sanyasis, the way they do the social service and work for others I’m so happy, wow\! By making this person sanyasi so much good is done to the world. Even for example, Bhaktika, this whole Leela-Dhyan program success is, the whole credit goes to Bhaktika. There are some of My sanyasis, when I remember them Oh God\! By making him as a sanyasi I saved many women on the planet earth. I have served lot of women saving them on the planet earth. I’ve seen the extreme confusion embodying human body, I’ve seen all kinds of people, I tell you, same way My disciples, for example Shivayoga taught Me how much of tyaga and patience My Guru’s had with Me. If I have to create disciples of My calibre I have to have the patience of My Guru’s. Understand, person of My calibre is produced not because of My capacity and calibre then I should have the tyaga of My Guru’s, the calibre of that tyaga, Shivayoga taught me that. And same way, the other way, some of My disciples have taught Me the real tyaga. For example, this Mytrik Patel, whole day he will drive truck only to give money to me to build Kailasa. No other pleasure in his life, no other vacation, no other happiness, nothing. He’ll drive truck, not to save money, nothing. He doesn’t touch the money other than his food. Actually I have a big list; I just uttered the words Mytirk Patel, Prasanna – Shrikanth’s wife and one important name Ma Devarupa, Bangalore, Dr. Devarupa. I want to tell you guys really love you all. You guys taught Me the depth of tyaga by your positive action. The positive action made Me melt. I have around seven people; some of them do not want Me to utter their name in public. They feel a little shy and not only that they don’t want others to know for various reasons. I have at least seven names in My mind, right ready who works only to build Kailasa nothing else. They have nothing else to, there is no other pleasure, vacation, there is no other entertainment, nothing. They work day and night, what for, to build Kailasa. And I tell you, innumerable, countless Tamil Nadu village women, every penny they get they will tie in a cloth and straight it comes to Me. It’ll be only bag full of coins; I don’t value you by the counting or the value of the currency but the intensity of tyaga. Anni Yurshan, I can just name few names, every penny she gets is mine. I can list few of My devotees, they are almost like My bank, anything they get is Mine. You guys taught Me tyaga, I can tell you. You guys, Prasanna Ramachandran or Mytrik Patel or Ma Devarupa and this countless Tamil Nadu village women, I tell you, you guys are thousand times more than any Kailasavasi, thousand times more than any Kailasavasi. The depth of tyaga, I should add lot more names in this.
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For various reasons I’m not adding, but I tell you persons like Anniyu, Shanti and all you want to know how much they are earning their whole life, you just count what they are giving it to Me to Dhyanapeetam, thats all. They don’t have one penny extra. Maybe they would have spent few rupees for travel expense to come to Dhyanapeetam to offer this in the temple. I have seen the extreme tyaga. I tell you, I should tell this incident. Ma Devarupa’s tyaga is physical, living. Once in Tiruvannamalai I was doing decoration for Ganapathi, Ganesh chaturthi, I made her, I asked her to mix sandalwood paste. She was mixing in the mixer somehow by mistake, accidently she put the finger and finger got cut, I tell you not even one thought she had, anger, frustration, fear, guilt or powerlessness. I’m seeing her having her separated finger and her, literally I felt like I am inside her. How I handled when I had the fracture, exactly same space. I was only wondering, arrey what to do, how to do the treatment because in I know for sure in Tiruvannamalai, she was in Tiruvannamalai with Me in Tiruvannamalai ashram. Those days few small group of devotees used to have that intimate space around Me, a small number of people living with Me in a small ashram, cozy atmosphere where I will directly tell \- ‘aey you cook this, you do this’. And they will be doing. I told her directly \- ‘aey, mix this sandalwood paste. I am going to decorate Ganapathi. We have photographs of Me decorating the Ganapathi for Ganesh Chaturthi, one Ganesh Chaturthi in the ashram. I got into the exciting mood and ‘Come on, let Me decorate Ganapathi’ and we did not allow any public. We locked the ashram and said only few aadhinavasis will be there and you guys some one mix sandalwood paste, someone get Me all the items, I am going to decorate’. And she was mixing the sandalwood paste; we have to mix it in mixie. So she put the hand and by mistake it got cut. Even though she’s a doctor her hand is cut, fingers are cut. Then how can she stitch herself. No. And I know for sure in Tiruvannamalai the facility doesn’t exist where you can stick the part back, the cut part back into the body. Somehow I told Ganapathi, ‘please, please, please, because of My excitement I told her directly. Please take care she doesn’t have any permanent damage.’ Just like how this fracture never left any permanent damage in My body, became just so smoothly became normal beautiful, actually more stronger than earlier. I saw exactly the same thing happened in her. How it happened, just in few hours they reached safely to Bangalore with that amputated finger, with that cut finger and it was put back, somehow something happened. Till she reached and the whole thing was done I was continuously in Oneness with her taking care and I could see the powerful cognition, the depth of the powerful cognition, actually she is physically quality checked, the QC passed. I can 120% be sure when she leaves the body she will straight walk into Kailasa, into Me, there is no other, not even any bump in her Kailasa route. Of course she is going to live long. When she leaves the body straight Kailasa because QC passed. When your body part gets amputated and you don’t have powerlessness, she was smiling actually, I still remember. She was smiling carrying a small plastic bag; I asked her what it is “No, my finger Swamiji”. She was carrying her fingers in another fingers.
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This is the day; we have photographs, Me decorating Ganapathi. For this decoration only she was mixing the sandalwood paste. And you should all know the climax. Yes, this is the, understand the climax is, she was so sweet and so comfortable in Oneness with Me I did not even bother to stop the decoration, I continued and completed the decoration. Somebody’s hand is chopped, fingers are chopped, I’m not insensitive person understand. But she was so absolutely in oneness. First thing actually I would have rushed along with her to Bangalore. The way she was in Oneness with Me I felt that was not required. I can manage sitting here. Then after few minutes I saw it was all perfectly alright, I can continue My decoration, I continued. Hats off to her Oneness, I tell you it is the depth that makes Me overflow.
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Whenever people come by pada-yatra, by walk and the rice they bring, village, the ration rice, the government, from government what they get as ration, that rice only they bring but I will make sure that rice is cooked and I eat it. Because it is not the quality of rice, it is the quality of the tyaga and being with which they are bringing it. In Sanskrit we have a word called “ashrayadosham”, by association the dosha which comes, that rice which they bring by walking and coming that has the ashraya tyaga as the ashraya dosha, tapas as the ashraya dosha. So I’ll make sure I eat that. It is not the ashrayadosha, ashraya sandosha. Like that only, same way, I should tell about Bhanu, in Kumbh Mela when there was a storm and the whole our whole tent collapsed, all those fellows who came freely to attend.,they were abusing Me, accusing Me, abusing sangha, accusing sangha, some of them even left Kumbh Mela. Bhanu who paid for the whole thing, who has spent so much money, literally Kumbh Mela and all was run by handful of people like Bhanu Patel, they spend all that money. She not only stayed back, she cleaned the whole thing physically working almost next five or six days. This sick and broke free gang came ate, slept, shitted, made the whole place dirty; when there was a storm they cursed Me, cursed the sangha and ran away. Neither paid a single penny nor did any volunteering, only cursed and ran away and still cursing, stole also. Stole the items and ran away and still cursing and abusing Me and the sangha. But Bhanu, not only she spent for her, she spent for everything. Neither she left nor she blamed anyone. She physically started working and cleaning, I could not take it. Somehow Bhanu cleaning and the whole place physically working I could not take. I think that was the only time I screamed at Bhanu, I said don’t do this, don’t do this. I can’t handle. Then I will be now forced to come and do the physical work. If you are cleaning I cannot keep quiet. Not one day, almost five- six days continuously till I stopped her. I tell you, many of My disciples taught Me tyaga by their core existence. Even Shivayoga I am not telling in negative sense, she is My daughter, My kid. That’s the way the kids grow and she showed me the taste of how much patience My Guru’s had with Me and if I want to produce the high calibre disciples what kind of tyaga I should have. That some of My disciples taught Me. Next five-six days continuously day and night I have seen Bhanu cleaning that place and Ma Shivapriya from Gujarat and her whole family. They are from a big industrial background but the way she was working Oh God\! They all taught Me tyaga I tell you. They taught Me tyaga. Dignity of labour and all is not a word for Bhanu, it’s a- it’s a blood for her, life for her. I tell you, through tyaga Guru protects you, make sure you manifest Paramashivatva completely.
(1:18:49)
Still, Ganapathi is in Puduvai aadheenam. I want to name Him as “Angamurthye Ganapathi”. Anybody has any fracture, any physical damage or handicap, pray to that Ganapathi, He will heal you completely because he demonstrated that power when He healed Ma Devarupa. Still that same deity is there in Puduvai aadheenam. Anybody wants to have any healing related to physical parts of the body he will heal it completely, whether it’s a fracture or amputation or anything he will heal it completely.
(1:20:08)
அங்கம் ஒட்டிய கணபதி The embodied Guru gets you out of delusion. Many time due to your delusion you feel protection as suffocation. Guru, embodied Guru only can save you from delusion and make you manifest Paramashiva absolutely, completely. So now I’ll make sure you are intensely connected to embodied Guru through tyaga and bliss intensely. If you have Atmalinga please take it and keep it in your hand and let’s start the process.
(1:21:16)
Initiation process...
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Om Nithyananda Paramashivoham
I bless you all, now today special blessings for Sri Amrita’s parents Ma Subbalakshmi and Vishveshwara Rao Durlapatti on 51st wedding anniversary. Blessing’s for Vishveshwara Rao Durlapatti and Subbalakshmi amma, blessing’s. And I also wanted to add, Ma Subbalakshmi will never miss to bring her income, bring that Anand Samaji money with all her integrity. Blessings for her and Vishveshwara Rao, let both of you live a long, happy blissful life healthily with Me. I’ll be with you and you’ll be with Me, Be blissful.
(1:47:18)
And essence of today’s satsang – Tyaga. So I tell you I gave both the sides, like people who inspired Me for tyaga and people who made Me realise My Guru’s tyaga. Even Shivayoga, understand, if this is what I’m feeling about her she is going to come like My calibre. She is going to manifest powers. It’s a, that is the truth; I’m actually praising her for being My calibre.
So, with this I bless you all, let’s all radiate with integrity, authenticity, responsibility, enriching, causing, living Shuddhadvaita Shaivam, living and radiating the state, space, powers, being, super consciousness and ShriKailasa of Paramashiva. The eternal bliss, Nithyananda. Om Paramashivoham, Nithyananda Paramashivoham. The eternal bliss, Nithyananda, be blissful.
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