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| DATE OF TALK | 03 January 2020 | LOCATION | Kailasa | |
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| PUBLISHED ON | 04 January 2020 | DURATION | 01:13:21 | |
| TITLE | Manifest Your Desires By Dropping Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred and Self-Denial (SDHD) | | LANGUAGE | English |
| TALK TYPE | Nithya Satsang | | | |
| TRANSCRIBED BY | Ma Carrie Chow | VERIFIED BY | Rekha Jujaray | |
| URL | https://youtu.be/1LEODc8Tirs | | | |
Transcription:
(00:15)
nithyānandeśvara paramashiva samārambhām nithyānandeśvari parashakti madhyamām | asmat āchārya paryantām vande guru paramparām ||
(01:49)
I welcome you all with My love and respects. I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsangis, Sri Mahants, Mahants, Thanedar, Kotaris, visitors, viewers; everyone sitting with us; e-Gurukul students, Balansanths, Sanyasis, Live on Nithyananda TV, YouTube Live, Facebook Live, Nlighten app, Kailasa TV, Hinduism Now, Twitter and two-way video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha. I welcome all of you with My love and respects.
(02:44)
Understand, the most important truth is the message for today from Paramashiva directly. It’s too important. So, I want all of you; sit up. It’s going to be one of the most important message and satsang. So, if you want to call your friends, family, anyone and ask them to watch Live, you can call them now. I will give you few minutes. You can remind them, call them, do whatever you want. It’s going to be too important message; okay, let me start. You guys go on calling, I am going to start.
(04:17)
Paramashiva’s message from Shri Kailasa directly. Consciously manifest the future by planting your conscious sankalpa, decision; your conscious will by renouncing the SDHD; self doubt, self hatred, self denial. You will manifest your future as you want. Now, let me expand. Listen carefully. First step, renounce SDHD.
Tyaga,
तेन त्यक्तेन भुञ्जीथा मा गृधः कस्यस्विद्धनम् |
कुर्वन्न् एवेह कर्माणि जिजीविषेच्छतग्ं समाः ||
tena tyaktena bhuñjīthā mā gṛdhaḥ kasyasviddhanam
kurvann eveha karmāṇi jijīviṣecchatagṁ samāḥ
(05:56)
Listen carefully. It is by renouncing all our silly talks inside… Please understand, it is by renouncing the dream, you raised to Jagrat; waking state. This... by renouncing the waking state, you raise to turiya; higher state, fourth state of consciousness. This whole delusion of self doubt, self hatred and self denial; listen carefully; this whole delusion of self doubts, self hatred and self denial; by renouncing this, you will be able to look into your future. Understand, whenever you even think of planning your future, you will see so much of pain about... many times you planned, but failed. Understand, all your plans are stitching of just unconscious, vague thoughts; never a conscious plan. I will teach you the conscious future manifestation now. Take calendar for this whole year, 2020\. If it is on printed paper, it will be great. If not, at least on your laptop screen. Take it and sit.
(08:14)
Listen carefully. It’s a very powerful process. I am going to guide you. Just see all the months going to come. Mark what you want in each month to manifest. Anything great, new, important you want to manifest; start writing down or typing. For example, you want to manifest this by August, coming August. Pen… you will see how much of pain coming inside you… that so much doubt, hatred… “Oh, many times I tried, I planned, nothing worked out”. But never, ever you planned consciously, it was always beaten by unconscious self doubt, self denial, self hatred. Understand, now listen carefully; to all My disciples, I am giving you the boon. What you are going to plan now, I will make it into reality. So, My powers are more powerful than your self doubt, self denial, self hatred. Drop your self doubt, self denial, self hatred. Drop your pain, “So sometimes even after Swamiji blessing, I did not manifest it”. Stop; drop all that unconscious vague thinking.
(10:02)
First step, get a printed paper, calendar of this whole year. If you don’t have, at least open it on your laptop screen and mark what all you want to manifest by what date. For example, you want to have double the amount of salary you want… you are having now by September; mark that. You want to make million dollar by March; mark that. You want to marry this person by June; mark that. You want to have a new house by this month; mark that.
Listen carefully; when you are marking, see how much of pain, anger, frustration, doubt, impossibility, violence, all that is flowing in you. See, be very clear; you never, ever trusted your life or your ability to manifest or your future possibility. Your whole inner space thinking was thorough extreme delusion, frustration, impossibilities. You always, “Oh...”, even if you want to manifest a simple thing; which you can easily do.
Just ordinary, maybe a few hundred dollar worth of gym membership and building a body. Just you want to manifest that; pen that down, “Next six months, I am going to work out. By July, Guru Purnima, I am going to have six pack body”; pen down. You will see so much of impossibility, “Oh no, I tried this for last 20 years…”, and the first time when you are a baby, when you started walking with baby steps and failed, collapsed and hurt yourself here, there; from that, you will start visualizing all the impossibilities and raise the struggle and convince yourself, “If it is not possible, why waste money on gym membership? Leave it”.
Understand; death happens, when you stop breathing; death starts, when you stop trying. Death starts, when you stop trying. Death happens, when you stop breathing. When you stop breathing, it is called, “Death happened”; but, death starts, when you stop trying.
(13:21)
Pick up the calendar. I will give you few minutes. If you need, print paper, the 12 sheet. It’s only 12 sheet. You can print it. Because today what I received from Paramashiva is extraordinarily powerful truth. He said beautifully, “People don’t manifest their future because they have so much of anger about their past failure, frustration with life; cursing the life because of their imagined impossibility. When you sit and pen down this 12 month calendar, you will see all that flaring up in you. Understand one thing; stop reacting when you are agitated. Stop flaring up when you are feeling impossible. Stop responding to yourself when you are frustrated, angry.
(14:48)
I tell you; highest renunciation, greatest Tyaga is renouncing your self-hatred. See, Paramashiva worshipped in Devaloka… In Indraloka, He is called as Tyagaraja. I was wondering, “Eh, Paramashiva worshipped in Svarga should be called as a Raja of the Pleasure; King of pleasure. Why is he called as Tyagaraja?”.
Musukunda Chakravarthy, Chola King of Thiruvarur; when he went to Svarga, Indraloka... Understand, we had... we usually… Hindus had regular communication and travel to other dimensions. It is… it was a lifestyle for us. It is a lifestyle even now for us. We used to go and come; to other dimensions. It used to be very usual, regular; till we were invaded and all this science was destroyed and demonized; much was destroyed, the remaining left over was demonized. The most funniest thing, the Hindu practices being called as superstitions in Bharat; superstitious in Bharat.
Alright. Why waste time talking about it? Let me come to the point.
(16:46)
Musukunda Chakravarthy went to Svargaloka and he even helped Devatas in their war with Rakshasas. Because he helped and they won the war, the Devata’s head… head of the Gods, Indra wanted to gift him something. He asked, “Oh Musukunda. You were such an amazing help and support and friend for me. Please ask what do you want?”
And do you know funny thing, Musukunda Chakravarthy did not ask, “I want to stay in Svarga”. No, he said, “My Chola kingdom is much more amazing than Svarga. There is nothing you can give me. There is nothing you can give me. I have everything more than Svarga. I looked around, it looks too poor. There is nothing which is not there in Chola Samrajya, Chola kingdom in Svarga.”
Indra was very ashamed, he said, “Please, please, please ask something, because I need to keep my pride and I need to save my face. I have to gift you something. You came all the way from Bhuloka and helped me; and I won the war because of your strategies and support. Please ask something and take; so it will give me a feeling fulfilled and I showed my gratitude”.
Then, Musukunda Chakravarthy said, “Alright, one thing I liked in your Devaloka; Indraloka, the beautiful deity of Paramashiva you are worshipping. In Thiruvarur, we have a great temple but our main deity Paramashiva is Svayambhu Murti. The deity you are worshipping is an amazing deity. I wanted to take this deity, as a Utsava Murti for my Thiruvarur Temple”.
Indra was… first, he was shocked because his own Atma Murti, the worshipping deity he is asking; and finally he felt, “Alright, anyhow he asked for some gift, so I should not say, no”; and he gifts that; he gifts that deity to him. That deity is called Tyagaraja Swami. So, the God of Devaloka is Tyagaraja. It should be Bhogaraja. If you see logically, Mahadeva’s version who gives all the Bhogas like a; either it should be a Svarnakarshana Bhairava or Bhogaraja, something like that; who gives all the pleasures. But, surprisingly God of Indraloka is called Tyagaraja.
(20:10)
I tell you… if you learn Tyaga, you will be in Svarga. If you learn Tyaga, you will be in Devaloka. If you learn Tyaga, you will be in Indraloka. Actually as per the document, it says the God of Devaloka; in Devaloka, there are three divisions, Svarga; Svarga is like a name of that whole dimension \- Bhur, Bhuvah, Suvah. That’s… whole dimension is called Svarga. In Svarga, Devaloka; in Devaloka, there is one part called Indraloka. So the... all the three words you should not confuse. It’s like a address. Svarga is the address of the dimension, like a Nation. Devaloka is like a State. Indraloka is like a Headquarters.
Understand; Hindus had a clear communication, travelling, even luggage transportation. Things used to go from here to there, from there to here with other planes of existence. Nobody is alien for us; the whole cosmos. That is why the word “Alien” does not exist in Hinduism.
(21:50)
In Hinduism, there are some words which has no existence. For “Divorce”, we don’t have a word. I don’t know how many of you know; for “Divorce”, we don’t have a traditional word. The word for “Divorce” is created in the recent days, like a word for “Bubble gum”; Sanskrit we have a word which is created recently. Like for Twitter, we have a Tamil word “Katsevi”; but, it’s not a traditional word, recently created. Same way, for “Divorce”, we don’t have a traditional Sanskrit word; now, we created; because, we don’t have that concept of divorce. For “Depression”, we don’t have a Sanskrit word; because we never had it. We never had depression, why will we create the word for “Depression”?
(22:45)
Nobody is alien for us. We don’t have Sanskrit word for “Alien”; Rishis, Munis, Gandharva, Kinnara, Kimburada. Precise description exists in Hindu history and documents of Hinduism. Understand, our Puranas are Hindu biology, Hindu geography, Hindu history, Hindu cosmology. If you just glance through the 18 Puranas and Upapuranas, 28 Agamas and 200 Upagamas; little more than 200, 208 I think precisely; 112 Upanishads. Just if you glance, you will understand, Hindus regularly travelled. The inter-planetary, inter-dimensional travel, inter-time zone travel was usual for us. Travelling between two different planes of existence was lifestyle for us.
(24:15)
Anyhow, listen; the God of Devaloka is Tyagaraja. That same deity still exists. It is sitting in Thiruvarur Thyagaraja Swami Temple. If any of you are in Tamil Nadu, don’t miss seeing these six items. I will tell you these six items. Item is a small word, forgive me. You should say, these six forms of Paramashiva. Six forms of Paramashiva, you should not miss.
One, Thiruvarur Tyagaraja Swami. Second, Nerur Sadashiva Brahmendral Samadhi. On his very body, there is a Bilva tree which has grown out of his very Bio-Energy. His very body on which that Bilva tree is grown, that Bilva tree’s DNA is his very DNA of Sadashiva Brahmendral. Listen; Thiruvarur Tyagaraja Swami, Sadashiva Brahmendral Jeeva Samadhi; the Bilva tree standing on it.
Third, Palani, Navapashana deity, Dandapani Swami, the original deity is as it is. Nobody was able to steal or remove. Many people tried but, it is there as it is. It is able to save itself. Nobody was able to steal that original deity of the Mulavar Navapashana; Dandapani Swami is there still.
Fourth, original body of Ramanuja Acharya is still there; traditionally embalmed with that traditional Hindu embalming methodology. He himself has described how his body should be embalmed. It was embalmed as per that methodology. It is still sitting in Jeeva Samadhi in Srirangam. Ranganathaswamy Temple in Ramanujar Sannidhi, the main deity is not made of stone or wood or anything. It is Sakshat, the body used by Ramanujar, Udayavar. \>\>\>Tamil 27:24\<\<\< . He is sitting in Srirangam. That’s a fourth, you should all see.
(27:41)
Listen carefully. First, Tyagaraja Swami of Thiruvarur. Second, Nerur Sadashiva Brahmendral, the Bilva tree grown on his body. Third, Palani Dandapani Swami, Dandayudhapani; you should see during the Abhishekam. You should see during the Abhishekam. Fourth, this is too important. Ramanuja, the original body of Udayavar is still sitting in Thiru... in Srirangam Temple as it is. It is not carved. It’s not carved.
Fifth one, very important, very sweet and very beautiful. You should see the main Mulavar Deity of Venkateshwara during Abhishekam in Tirumala, Tirupati. In Tirumala, the main deity, you should see during Abhishekam because that deity was not carved. He just became deity. He himself stood in his Narayanatva, Paramapada, Parama State, Space with four hands and he just became deity. It is not carved. It is not... no where you will see any one small evidence that it is carved. Understand; any carved deity will have that; some one corner; it will have that evidence it is carved; like a one bead will be little smaller than the other bead, and somewhere that symmetry will miss. So with that you can make out that it is carved. Venkateshwara Swami is Svayambhu, Bhagavan Srinivasa. He himself stood, and with his four hands, just became deity. That’s a fifth one.
(30:51)
Sixth one, the main Mula Lingam of Arunachaleshwara. During Abhishekam, you should see. These six directly radiating Paramashiva, ultimate absolute. Understand; Tyagaraja Swami, Thiruvarur; the deity brought by Musukunda Chakravarthy from Devaloka, the Tyagaraja Swami. Second, the Bilva tree standing on Sadashiva Brahmendral Samadhi. Third, Palani Mulavar Dandayudhapani Swami during the Abhishekam you should see. He is made out of pure Navapashanam. Fourth, Udayavar Ramanujar, his original body sitting as it is in Srirangam, Udayavar Sannidhi. Fifth, Venkateshwara Swami, the original deity as he is standing in Garbhagriha, Tirumala, Tirupathi; Tirumala. Sixth, Arunachaleshwara Mulavar, the main deity who is… which is Svayambhu; the first Linga happened on planet Earth is Arunachaleshwara; Svayambhu. These six, anyone should see. See, if I ask… if I am asked to list, I will add many more; Tiruchengode Ardhanarishvara Swami. I will add more. These six; minimum everyone in Tamil Nadu should have Darshan. All these six directly represents Paramashiva. Of course, Ramanuja naturally Paramapadam of the Vishnu. The space of Mahavishnu, Vaikuntha.
(33:34)
Understand; I was wondering, “Why God of Devaloka is called Tyagaraja? Either he should be called Yogaraja; if you do yoga, you will reach Devaloka or he should be called Bhogaraja”. In Devaloka, he is the Maha... Paramashiva gives all the Bhogas to anyone who wants any Bhoga, he should be called Bhogaraja or Yogaraja. Why Tyagaraja? Tyaga is the key to become God. The most difficult Tyaga is renouncing self-hatred; because, the society teaches you self-hatred is great. It makes you delude between humbleness and self-hatred. Listen; humbleness is not self-hatred. Listen carefully; self-hatred is thinking you are less. Humbleness is thinking about you less. Less self-remembrance is humblessnes. Self-hatred is constantly thinking about you; but, very cheap, very low. Understand, there is a big difference between humbleness and self-hatred. Person with self-hatred will never be really humble.
अति विनयम् धूर्थ लक्शनम् ati vinayam dhoortha lakshanam
He will show himself very humble, “Ooooh, ooooh, ooooh”. But, he is not humble. Understand; a real humbleness will be out of powerfulness. Society deludes you, makes you mistake humbleness. Your humbleness as self-hatred and asks you always in the state of self-hatred; so that you will be humble.
(36:20)
Self-hatred is not humbleness. Most difficult thing to renounce in the life is self-hatred. So much of self-hatred, self-doubt, self-denial. That is why even if you think of future plans, so much of impossibility and you shrink, “No. Ah… one more suffering, pain of failure; why should I face?” Fool; because of pain of failure, you don’t plan and naturally no plan means failure. It is like because you are afraid some guest will come to your home, you call that person and tell him, “Please come, come”. You are afraid, failure will come to your life and you stop planning and force the failure to come to your life. Self-hatred, self-denial, self- doubt; most difficult thing to renounce in your life is SDHD; renounce that. Dhira, courage is moving the SDHD out and having the vision for your future.
I am very clear; by the end of this year, means My 43rd year; when I am entering into 44th Jayanti, 44th Avatara Dina. I am very clear, Shri Kailasa will have embassy in at least forty four countries; that’s all; and I will manifest it and I will not bother about what I have not manifested in the past and planned. If I planned and not manifested, I will see why I have not manifested, and I will eliminate those reasons with intelligence and go on planning; manifesting.
(38:53)
Understand, when you plant your conscious will for your future, either that seed becomes tree; if that seed doesn’t sprout, it will become manure. Listen; if that seed doesn’t sprout, it will become manure. The seeds which doesn’t sprout, at least becomes manure and enriches the ground. So, if I put thousand seeds, nine-hundred may sprout and grow as tree. The other hundred is not going to be wasted; it will become manure. It will enrich the earth. It will raise the quality of the farming land.
Understand; because of your pain and frustration, fear of failures, doesn’t want to face one more pain of not achieving what do you want and all those frustration ganging up; and you don’t even put the seed; then, what are you hoping for? Accidental future. Accidental future is not going to be great. All accidents will be either damaging or just letting you live. It is only consciously planning, manifesting.
Understand; you are a man. You are given conscious power, will, will persistence. You are expected to be adult and mature. Use those capabilities and plant; manifest your future. If not, don’t blame anyone.
(41:17)
Get the calendar print out now. In few minutes, I will start the process. Get the calendar print out now. In few minutes, I will give you more deeper, elaborate understandings.
Stay tuned. I will teach you the process.
(41:46)
\[Intermission\]
(48:35)
Listen carefully; I will give you precise instructions. First, sit; pen down your pains of failures, hopelessness, resistance, anger you feel even to write, think about your future, “Ah... how is it going to happen? My future is in somebody else’s hand. I don’t even know what is going to happen. How will I plan? What will I do?”
All kinds of frustration, impossibility; whatever comes up, pen down all of that; that is the first step. Second, decide consciously, “I am moving all these out of my life and now I am planting conscious seeds about my future”.
Next, one week I am going to educate you, train you, help you, support you, and make you manifest the future. So, today if you have not brought a printed calendar, bring it tomorrow. I want you to get the printed calendar, like a monthly sheets, twelve sheets; now if you have, get it.
(50:13)
So, two things you are going to do now. First, all the resistance and anger and frustration you have, to do this conscious planning of your future; pen down those patterns; memories of failures, frustration, everything; whatever you have. If you don’t have; great. If you have, pen down. That’s a first.
Second, pen down what all you want to manifest by which date; on that date exactly; on the calendar. If you want to manifest something by August, go to the August month; and exact date you want to manifest that; pen down that.
Start. Let’s start this process. This is the process for today.
(51:08)
\[Process in progress\]
(01:12:00)
Listen; I will guide further, deeper and deeper secrets of this process in next Satsangs.
So with this, I bless you all. Let’s all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching, Causing, living Shuddhadvaita Shaivam.
Paramashivoham. Om Nithyananda Paramashivoham.
The eternal bliss, Nithyananda.
Thank you.
Be blissful.
(01:12:32)
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