| DATE OF TALK | 11 Feb 2018 | LOCATION | Adi Kailasa, Bidadi | |
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| PUBLISHED ON | 24 Oct 2020 | DURATION | 20:45 | |
| TITLE | Sacred Secrets about Morning Puja || Part 2 || MSS || 11 Feb 2018 | | LANGUAGE | English |
| TALK TYPE | Mahasadashivoham | | | |
| TRANSCRIBED BY | Roopa Murthy | VERIFIED BY | Ma Premapriya | |
| URL | https://youtu.be/FxK9Fd-0vIY | | | |
(0:15)
Understand this is one of the important space shift you need to have. If you remember my mother is all powerful, you will feel like celebrating the pooja. You will feel like doing it. Because, here, she is the source of what you are – right, wrong, good, bad, authentic, inauthentic, cheating, integrated, responsible, irresponsible, everything. She is your DNA, that DNA expanding into all powerfulness. Your DNA is the DNA of the Cosmos. So, beautifully you will slip into that space. Oh, DNA of the Cosmos? You are already… you get caught in multiple unsaid thought currents. Understand\! The unsaid thought currents decide whether you like some activity or you don’t like some activity…. As a ritual if you are asked to climb a hill, you cry. But as a trekking if you are asked to climb a hill, you enjoy. Why? Because the unsaid unverbalized thought currents some concepts invoke in you plays a major role whether you are going to be successful in the channel, in that path or not.
(2:02)
My DNA is cosmic DNA – is the understanding for pooja. Understand, “mannathah sri jagannaatho”. Not “jagannatha mannaatho”. “Madguruh sri jagadguru”. Not “jagadguru madguru”. No. “Srimaatha Srimaharagni”. Not “Srimaharagni srimaatha”. No.
You need to understand the subtle unsaid thought currents an idea invokes – understand – the idea of the cosmic mother invokes grandeur. But you always feel intimidated in the presence of the grandeur because you are already struggling with the self denial. Expanding on cosmic DNA does not do any good to a common person. If you start from my mother to cosmic mother you will achieve it. If you start from the cosmic mother, you will never reach my mother. Because by the…. Understand, by the time the cosmic mother is introduced to you, you start understanding the qualities, right, wrong. The unsaid thought currents provoked and invoked in you and the smallness you feel, the intimidation you feel has no solution.
(4:06)
So, you just dump the whole thing…. The most hardcore atheists are produced by this thought current. Because, the burning of the self-denial is so strongly intensified, the unsaid thought currents are provoked so strongly. You just outright denying the very core system. So, always remember, Atma Murthy is Parameshwara. My Atma Murthy is Mahadeva. My Atma Murthy is Sadashiva…. My DNA is cosmic DNA. My father is cosmic father. My mother is cosmic mother…. It is Shaaktas who revealed this secret to the world. It is Shaaktas who revealed this secret to the world. My mother – immediately the thought current provoked in you, the inspiration generated in you, the charged, being charged up happening in you will push you to cosmic mother. But the concept of cosmic mother will not charge you up. Maybe you will be exhausted or feeling intimidated, but not charged up.
(6:30)
If you start from my mother – cosmic mother, that ‘my mother’ will charge you up so strongly…. The most unjudging, non-violent core acceptance love you experience and taste in your very DNA is what will be invoked by the word ‘my mother’. Understand, whatever you know you build about your mother after you come out of her womb does, it will only be logic level. But your DNA which gets built when you were there in her womb, that will be charged up with the idea of my mother. And that will push you. That is like a rocket – fuel of the rocket. Will just push you to reach the cosmic mother.
(8:12)
So the space you need to manifest is not the memory of your present mother or the ideas you have about your present mother. No. Always you will have incompletion with your mother. There is no other way. Because closest person. But with all the incompletion you know she is there for you and you are there for her. That’s all. Listen carefully. I am not even talking about these logical ideas, understandings, opinions you have about my mother. The moment the concept of my mother is invoked in you, there is always that space where you can rest, relax without being judged, questioned, seen by the highly opinionated eyes. That space expands into cosmic mother.
(9:54)
I was actually studying why some of the kids are manifesting powers so beautifully in our gurukul and why some are struggling. I saw – “Powerful person is my Swamiji”, “My Swamiji is powerful person”. Whoever started with “My Swamiji'” and “powerful person” manifest powers. Whoever is stuck with this idea – “Powerful person” – then – oh, will he accept me? Am I worthy of him? Am I qualified? Will he judge me ? Will he question me ? If I, will I mess up? Will I stand up to him? All this is invoked. Then you are already in a soup. Where is the question, where is the question then “My Swamiji”. The word has no meaning.
(11:02)
It is only in the lips. By the time….. “Powerful Swamiji is my Swamiji” – by the time you utter the word My Swamiji, it is stuck in your lip. Like a free lipstick, how you apply. Whoever…. Fortunate are those who clicked with “My Swamiji is powerful”. Then power manifestation is such joy. Pooja is such joy. Everything is such joy. This is exactly precisely I found in our gurukul when I was studying the mental setup why some kids are manifesting powers and why some are not manifesting… struggling. With whoever “My Swamiji” has clicked, some reason, and then “Powerful Swamiji”, power manifestation is happening left and right. For whoever “Powerful Swamiji”, then already the unsaid thought currents are provoked in you – oh, will he accept me? Will I be able to stand up to him? Will I be able to fulfill his anyakaara? My anyakaara is for you to become Mahadeva, Sadashiva. Come on…. No, all these stupid thought currents are invoked when it starts from there. Then power manifestation is a load. Pooja is load. Everything is load. Understand.
Initiation means …. If I have to translate initiation into a most right apt word, I will call it as a personal touch.
(13:22)
Where, “My Swamiji” is the first word. “Powerful Swamiji” is the second word. Instead of “Powerful Swamiji”, by the time you come to the word “My Swamji” …..
The unsaid thought currents generated by the word “My Swamiji” charges you up. “Eh\! He is letting me live in Kailas means he has chosen me.” I don’t waste my food, Understand\! So, this “My Swamiji” has to be the first. Then that charges you up. “Eh. Then he is source of my very possibility. Then whatever he does to me is only shining me, polishing me, training me. Not torturing me. Yelling”. When you start from “My Swamiji” to “Powerful Swamji”, the energy with which you are charged up, you will feel My ferociousness. If you start from “Powerful Swamiji” to “My Swamiji”, by the time you come, you will judge everything as …. Understand, when you have a low self inner image, My ferociousness will appear as anger. Because you are waiting for the whole world to become angry towards you. You are waiting for the whole world to become angry towards you. “Oh, I am such a bad person. Why nobody is angry with me from today morning?”
(16:31)
The unsaid thought currents invoked in you in these two paths plays a major role whether you are going to reach the goal or not…. In the public stage, be a Shaivite – powerful. In all private practices, be a Vaishnavite – humble devotee. In the space of context, be a Shaakta.
“My Swamiji” – what all thought currents it invokes, how it charges you up, how it pushes you, what all the memories you remember. Understand…. If you start from “My Swamiji”, you know even My ferociousness is My love, My care. The janmas you will be wasting to exhaust some karmas getting caught in some patterns, I’ll just remove it one second by My ferociousness. In the whole world, most time saving method is the Guru’s ferociousness…. If Guru is sweet with you, Kaala will be bitter with you. If Guru is ferocious, you will not wasting the time. You will not be wasting the time.
One of the biggest danger in going slow is you can get diverted, you can take wrong exit. Understand you are coming from Bangalore to Adi Kailasa. You can come fast and reach here or you can come slow. The biggest problem coming in slow is you may take wrong exit. Kanakpura exit... You may just miss…. and take some other road exit. So many exits are there \- that is the danger in coming slow.
(20:33)